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2008-10-16T05:25:00.000+08:00

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2008-10-15T19:23:00.000+08:00

Sunday Night.

Kak Ina's open house.
Check In: 10.50pm
Check Out: 2am?

& I was posing like Miss Universe.

Monday..
Guess what?
My resolution failed so badly.
On monday, I was an hour late for school which caused me to miss an hour of lecture.
On the bright side, I was on time for my 2.5hour break.

Tuesday..
School was fun!

Wednesday..
No school. =)

To be honest, this website isn't my only blog.
To be more honest, this blog consist 20% of what I'm supposed to be writing.

2008-10-12T03:20:00.001+08:00

yes. this is the exact expression of me right now.
so tired & sleepy & yet, awake.

My thursday was fabulous.
Went out with the girls, wen ting & noelle.

Vivo-ed.

Rock&Rolla

Noelle came late so, me & wen ting camwhore-d quite a bit.

My pervert look.

Sunshine.

Oh yar.
My permed hair is 4 days old today & it's not curly!
omg.
In the picture, my curls are still curly but it didn't last that long.
Waste my $$ only.
My hair is in a serious damage condition.

If my hair is a person, it's condition will be like someone in an ICU for months.
You get what I mean la...

Went to eat at Secret Recipe once Noelle reached Vivo.
I'm becoming like Putri, craving for Chicken Cordon Bleu.
& I realised that the service there has this weird vibes.
Like irritating also have.
Now, I don't feel like going there again.

After that, we went to this super ultra romantic place which Mira brought me weeks ago.
We laid down and look up to the twinkling stars scattered everywhere & had, you know, girls talk and stuffs.
It was heartwarming & nice.
If only Pat came!
You see... we missed you, Pat!

Candid.

Candid.

Candid.

Candid.

My pervertic face, as usual.

Wen ting, why your eyes so big uh!

censored.

I really had a nice time, girls.
Got to talk and catched up on things.
It's so nice that we talked, especially after all the (tamil) dramas I've gone through.

P.s: Wen ting, I wanted to send u the pictures but u were offline. Hmph.

This movie rocks.
It's so hard to describe but the movie definitely humoured me.
I give it 4/5.
Recommended.
The jokes are subtle.
If you can't catch the jokes, just laugh along when the other audiences do.

I'm going to move on.
Moon.
Stars.
Definitely.

I think I'm going to put this picture up as my so called 'primary photo' in this blog.
I miss my ppgs.
Can't wait for school! =)
My resolution for this coming semester is to be punctual for class!

2008-10-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

my laptop's going to die anytime, i guess.
I kept snoozing when I'm watching videos on it.
Which led me to kicking my laptop off the bed.
ugh.
Twice.

When I woke up, my poor laptop was on the floor.
I'm sorry.

Anyway, I went to work yesterday.
LATE!
an hour late..
tsk.

work ends at 6.45pm and I had nothing to do so I went to perm my hair.
yes.
All the ppg's are rocking the school this semester with curly hair!

Why I did it?
1. I wanted it since last year?
2. I really need a change.

Fyi, I broke up with the bf yet again.
& this time, it's going to be final.
no more patching up bullshits.

Perming my hair, some sort, symbolizes a NEW me.
with my NEW life.
& there's no room for him.
no room for agony.
no room for sadness.

I really do want to move on.
& in this case, wen ting shall be my inspiration.
because it's almost the same thing.
2 years relationship...
sucky ex bf..
getting over them..
she did it.

on the random note, I'm sooo looking forward to school.
My gems was Personal Selling.
What the heck.
& it's located at T1A.
It's like at the other end of the school!

ok. back to the looking-forward-to-school thing.
I miss my ppgs!
Especially wen ting & noelle since we didnt really catch up on stuffs this holiday.
I miss laughing for no reasons in school.
I miss bullying Pat with my partner in crime, wen ting.
I miss laughing at Pat's stupid but cute reaction to everything.
& I want to get a CCA!

I'm not working today.
I don't know what I'll shall do.
I need to buy the perm hair moisturiser thingy.
I need to start depositing money into my bank account instead of withdrawing.
I need to stop splurging on food. (tsk)

On another random note, Yan bought a new phone out of nowhere during his breaktime yesterday & I was very envious!
Because it's none other than the gorgeous Samsung Omnia.
We figured the phone out for quite some time ytd.

Don't worry.
I'm gonna get one too!!!
So that I can get rid of my 4G handphone as soon as possible.
I dont know why I left Nokia music express phone unrepaired.
I think I hate Nokia alot.

& sinyi!
where are we going to party on your birthday, darling?
MOS closed down already..

I shall kick-start my day by having a shower or at least brush my teeth.

2008-10-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

I should have known..

When there's laughter, tears are inevitable..

2008-10-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

Thursday started out with me working from 2pm til 11pm.
After that, very randomly, I ended up in Bukit Timah playing pool with yan, shahrizal & haziq.
I only won ONCE!!
ONCE!!
ugh.

Then, we headed to mac & I officially own an imaginary friend.
When playdoh comes into the picture, it became fun & wicked.
Lucky for me, I have no distinct hairstyle.
Because we made fun of people with the imaginary friend.
Including.. lalas' all-time favourite center-parting hair!
haha. sorry.

Bloo.

Well, I reached home at 6ish in the morrow.

Forced myself to get up at 3pm because I have work at 4pm!
ughhh.. (with hand on the hip, not back)
It was Fitrah's 17th birthday yesterday & we had a blast shrink-wrapping her!
huahua.
never ever reveal your birthdate okay.

I will try and quit tru before 13.08.2009.
omg.
i'll be 19 next year.
so old!

anyway, the tru gang bought for her this particular perfume.
I forgot what perfume.
while I 'steng' with someone & bought her a star necklace.

went home to get sparklers cos I had so much of them.
oh ya.
mom scolded me this morning for not covering the tupperware of pineapple tarts ytd.
haha.
I forgot to cover it back after taking 4 of them out.

Me, Fitrah, Yan & Shahrizal(why ur name so long uh?) went to fong seng(not tong seng) & had our supper since all the 24hr muslim stalls went M.I.A for raya.
Tsk.

Soon after, we headed for west coast park and play, play, play.
Sparklers, Flying Fox, Merry-go-round thingy.
I was so hyper.
& got sick!

& guess what.
These few days, I really laughed a lot!
The last time I laughed like that was 2 years back when me & my close friends went for chalets, chilled at forum's coffee bean, karaoke-d & stuffs.
Gah!
It feels so nice to be happy, even though most of the time humor was intrigued by myself.

I just realised my laugh is more of a 'hehe' than a 'haha'.

Pat!!
I want absinthe!

I'll be dating Pat later on.
woohoo.

2008-10-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

EVE HARI RAYA

Went to Geylang yet again.
Woohoo.
With Bf & Zairi.
Since it was the last day of the bazaar, stuffs were selling at a ridiculous price!
Cheap, cheap.

I bought a dollar earring which look like it was $10+.
300 gram of deng deng.
Ayam perciks.

The only downfall was that it was raining.
I was wet & cold.

After Geylang-ing, me & bf met wanmira at Jurong and we played with sparklers.
I bought 12 boxes of sparklers from Geylang for only $5!
We each made our own rocket and test-drive it.
Only wan's rocket was successful.
Played with bubbles.
Eat.
Eat.
Eat.

& I reached home around 3am.

HARI RAYA 2008

Woke up the earliest to do my hair.
Curly wurly.
& then, it's all up to the pictures to tell the tale.

I want to bleach my skin.

2nd, 4th, 1st sisters.

mom(in pink) & siblings with ah ma in the middle.

the cucu-s.

My family with grandma.

Alisha & 1st sis.

Me, Alisha, 1st sis.

Alishaaaa~

Mintak ampun

Me asking for forgiveness.
"Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir Batin, Mak."

Aleeya.

four siblings.

Family.

Vain.

The one in the pink headscarf is my grandma.
The guy in yellow is my father.

I was pissed off when this picture was taken.

Caught candid playing with my sister's 3rd gen iPhone.
She's so rich la.
She has both 1st & 3rd gen iPhone.
But she won't let me use it.
P.s: Doesnt belong to this sis. But my 1st sis.
too many sisters uh..

younger sis with shakira.

I need full whitening blast.

Mother lepak.

mom, me, saiful.

& I know I've been a jerk replying just 'same same' to all my friends who sent me, like, 3 to 5 pages of sms-es.
it's just that when you guys msg me, it was in Malay & I don't know how to reply back in Malay.

It takes time.

So here's my Malay hari raya msg to all my dear friends.

Kepada rakan-rakan yang jauh dan dekat di hati. Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada rakan-rakan dan juga kamu di sana yang sedang membaca blog ini. Jika ada salah silap yang saya telah lakukan, dengan sengaja ataupun tidak sengaja, saya ingin memohon maaf. Jika ada kaki sesiapa yang saya tendang ataupun pijak, saya juga ingin memohon maaf. Umm. Jikalau terkasar bahasa ataupun terkasar tk bahasa, saya juga ingin memohon maaf. Astalavista.

It actually took me 10-15 minutes to write one short paragraph in Malay.
I'm so dumb.

2008-09-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...

Was supposed to go Wisma with bf to pick up my heels.
& he didn't wake up.
So, since Putri asked me out, we went there together.

I waited for her at Boon Lay control station & while waiting, I was in the heat of argument with bf.
I said I wanted a break-up.
No, no.
It's not because of him waking up late or whatsoever.
I'm not that petty.

I had to put down the phone on the train because I was tearing.
& everyone was looking.
I answered Putri's car theory tests for her.
& I got it right!

So, bf wanted to meet me in town and all.
I said no.
But, he still went to town to find me.
Whereas in town, me and Putri was running away from him and headed to Vivocity.

Rusydi & his two classmates came.
We break-fasted at Secret Recipe since Putri wanted the chicken cordon so much.
It was nice, with cheese oozing out.

We went back home shortly after eating.
& I was suppose to meet bf to end it once and for all.
& like how Putri predicted, I was weak.

When, it comes to love, I'm so weak.
I ended up giving him another chance.

2008-09-28T05:21:00.001+08:00

People, my house is spick and span!

Well, today I woke up quite early.
12pm to be exact.
That's when the heat agitated me and cause me to wake up.
Not only that, my mom and her friend had been making noise since 10am because they were cleaning up.

I woke up, ate a piece of bread and got to work!
yes, ATE~
I didn't fast.
Doesn't seem that surprising anymore.
& work doesn't mean tru, it means get-my-fat-ass-up-and-clean-my-room.

I was so progressive.
I mean, efficient.

Threw a whole lot of stuffs away!
Unnecessary.
Redundant.

So, since everyone was not fasting, we went to Siam Kitchen and ate.
Mom bought a new sewing machine.
Her friend bought a table.
& I bought, omg, a very bimbotic pair of heels!

How I know it's bimbotic?
Because the first thing I thought of when I saw the heels was Patricia's mom throwing the shoe away.
Long story.
Ok fine.
Patricia's mom threw most of her heels away because they were too bimbotic.

hehe.
Pat, if you're reading this, I just want to say that I would never do that to you.

& guess what?
I WENT TO GEYLANG!
yes people, be envious if you have to.
haha.

went with my colleagues.
& I had my deng deng!
finally.. (teared eyes)

after that we went to have some drinks at bukit timah.
& here I am, home sweet(& clean) home. =)

Cashew Road.

2008-09-28T05:21:00.000+08:00

2008-09-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

Yes.
Finally, my childhood photos.
I, actually, have a childhood!

hahaha.

Mummy with funny face and baby me.

With my 1st & 2nd sis at Kentucky!

Me, 2nd sis & younger sis.
I'm wearing teletubbies!!!

Cousin & mentel me.

Face painting rocks.

I'm proud to be a Xingnan-ian.

KL trip with mom & mom's friends.

&&&& my favourite childhood picture will be....

TADAA~!!

why?
Because my mom said it's very easy to distinguish me among my other sisters.
I like to tonggek (chest out, butt out) since young.
& this photo proved it.

BYE.

2008-09-24T18:00:00.002+08:00

I caught this sick movie, I must say on Saturday.
A midnight movie at JP with my colleagues.
It's so sick that it's M18.
It's surprising to see ME watching a horror movie.

Ugh.
I wish I didn't.
I only watched half of the movie.
I was covering my eyes with my jacket & was listening to my mp3.

My Sunday was wonderful.
Dined at Al-Majlis @ Haji Lane with the peeps.

Putri, you will never be forgotten. haha.

Met up with Putri, Mira, Rusydi in town.
They initially wanted to shop.
But in the end, Putri bought a Mango bag instead of shoes.
The bag was nice.

Went to Paragon's Toys R Us.
Fyi, no one is allowed to take pictures in TRU.

Pika Pika.

Reached at Bugis & talked.

Ugly me on the left. (haha)

Mira & Put bought for me this lego ring but red in colour.
Put's black & Mira's yellow.
As soon as I put the ring on, it didn't take very long for my lego to be detached from the ring.
=(

Congeeeeeeee....

We had southern-arabian(is it?) cuisine.
As we arrived an hour early, we played the game murderer & charade.
I realised the word 'Lucky' is very hard to be charade-d.
Tonnes of laughter and madness.
To make it simple, we conquered the room.

Psabb "AKU POLICE! HAHAHAHA."

Eya.

Putri.

Rusydi.

.
Feelza

Mira.

Yours Truly. (haha. bitch.)

Ugly me in the centre. (inside joke)

& finally, I get to post something up.
I've been busy with work and sleep.
I need money.
BROKE BROKE BROKE.

& yesterday was my bitchy sister's bday.

She is never at home.
Let me see.. the last time she was home was... maybe more than 6 months ago?
Haha.

She's living with her friends or something.

Happy Birthday, Bitch.

& today, is my Grandmother's 67th birthday.
Went to her house just now with my Aunties, Uncle & Cousins to break-fast together.

Nice to see everybody.

I shall find some time to post my baby & toddler & primary school pictures up.
I was cute when I was a toddler.
But the cute-ness drained away when I grew up.
=/

2008-09-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

Geylang sipaku Geylang.
Geylang si rama rama.

I want to go Geylang.
Only Malays understand the enthusiasm of going Geylang even though we thought we hated Geylang.
I want the Deng Deng & the Chendol.
Ok fine.
Chendol can find at SweetTalk.

I want DENG DENG!

On Friday, while break-fasting with my fellow TRU colleagues, there was one conversation I find particularly funny.

Fifi was saying that there was this one day that he went to Geylang and bought some stuffs back.
He took the train back home with two paperbags.
One contained a newly-bought traditional costume with hari raya envelopes(ang pow).
Another contained Deng Deng.

When he alighted, he forgot both bags!
The train left and he realised that he had forgotten the bags.
So, he headed down to the control station and told the officer to stop the train at the next station so that he could retrieve the bags.
But, unfortunately, he said no.

When he told us this story, he looked sad.
And my manager, Amin, was also sad for him.
He said, with exaggerated expression, "If you lose the bag with the traditional clothes, nevermind, BUT you lost the one with the deng deng in it!"

Fifi: "Tu ah! Baju kurung biler2 aku boleh beli tapi deng deng setahun sekali sey!"
Followed by a sad face.

I dont know whether I had accomplish interpreting how funny the story is because when I read the post all over again, it doesnt seemed funny.

ok.
loser.

Anyway, back to Geylang & the big deal to go there at least once a year.
I was supposed to go Geylang with my work mates on Wednesday but I fell asleep!
Argh!!
So, today was my off day and I wanted to go since I miss Deng Deng.
No one was available to accompany me. =(

Oh well, tomorrow never dies (I hope).
Cos, if tomorrow dies, I can't get to break-fast with my fellow crazy friends!!

Later, I'm going to watch a midnight movie with fellow colleagues.
Don't know what to watch.
This post is useless.

Why do I always think that each post is useless huh?

2008-09-17T05:37:00.000+08:00

I didn't find it interesting at first but it's so FUCKING true.
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Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

So, anyway, guess what??
The results are out!
& before I say anything, I feel so proud for my Blossoms for getting a potential-gpa-to-enter-a-university.
CONGRATS.

don't know bout Pat.
cos she's still sleeping now..
& mojo, don't worry!
my friend got 0.5 for gpa.

& me...
I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED CAN??

Honestly, I cannot complain about Econs.
I deserve it!
I always, without fail, turn up late for class.
I didn't do my homework, sometimes.
All I did to get participation marks was to erase the board!

How can my maths get A??
HOW??!!!
I aimed for Distinction bcos maths is so goddamn easy (except for probability).
ARGH!!!

DBMS betrayed me.
I thought I did pretty well.
But, fine, whatever, B+....
why cant i get A??!!!

&& worst of all, my GPA!!
why......
the most disappointing & disheartening factor in the results slip..
3.265 eh...
HOW TO GO UNIVERSITY LIKE THAT?!!

Argh..
whatever la results..
I still got 5 more semesters, 2.5 years more to go...
So, I must get at least 3.7 every semester from now onwards!!
(I hope my enthusiasm in studies never dies!)

Wen Ting, why you so clever uh!
Distinction for Econs ley....
Don't play play.

So long Earthlings..
May god bless all of your GPAs.

2008-09-16T00:34:00.002+08:00

So, I realized that my blog is getting so freaking boring & picture-less.

From me to you, with love.

Super Cat!

Getting started young!

Cock.

Beware of crocodiles.

Cat for breakfast.

Anywhere comfortable.

My friend is missing.

Big Booby Book Holder.

Secrets to a Happy Marriage

1. It is important to find a woman who cooks and cleans.

2. It is important to find a woman who makes good money.

3. It is important to find a woman who likes to have sex.

4. It is important that these three women never meet.

Have a pleasant day.
& guess what?
I did it.
I fasted!

P.s: Don't go to Victoria's Secret website! They will tempt you. SALE! & the cute bikinis & dresses. ARGH!

If you guys still wanna buy it, www.mash-shop.blogspot.com is having a VS shopping spree.

ARGH! how uh?? Maybe i'll get just one dress. Just one..

2008-09-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

yes.

Finally, I hit the gym today.
Wanted to go to Amore but I will feel lonely.
So, I went to Sherwoods Tower's instead.
With Patricia. (duhh. she lives there)

I feel so healthy already.
Physically & mentally.

Now, I'm sticky.

This post is so redundant.

2008-09-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, will be my first time fasting this month.
It also depends whether i will still lose blood from down there.
So, it's up to the v v.

If I'm going to fast tomorrow, I can't say any vulgar words.
Therefore, before I fast tomorrow, I shall indulge myself to scold someone or something or even nothing in this post.

KNN CCB~!
FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U!!

Not that much, but, I feel better.
I'm a very easily-pleased person.
I don't know why I'm monotone-ing my post.
But, who cares.
& yesterday, I had 48 unique visitors but zero taggers.

How friendly~!

Never mind, doesn't matter.

I feel like a zombie.

Happy cuckoo turned Kukubird in 24 hours.
Kukubird is supposed to be the opposite of what Happy Cuckoo means.
Kukubird is a versatile word.
It can mean stressed out, angry, frustrated, fuck-face, unpredictable, etc etc.
Of course, I created it's own meanings & now, you can!
-.-

Fucking irritated, tired & annoyed.

I want to break-free from.. maybe.. SINGAPORE?? or ASIA??
I want to be stranded in an island which has spectacular view.
& also must have standard of living la.
With no one but me.

Hmm..
Maybe, I need to just chill.

I need to go to the gym desperately to relieve some stress cells(if they ever exist).
I shall book a 5-star hotel room for myself & get some spa treatment.
But, if I'm the masseuse, I think there will be nothing to be massaged because I'm all bones.
Maybe, foot therapy.
Or WAXING.

HAHAHAHA.

Why am I boring you guys?
Because you don't tag!

kidding la.

Tag or don't tag, doesn't matter.
As long as you don't give me problems which has potential in driving me insane.
Maths problems are welcome.

Hmm.
So, should I watch Doraemon or Friends to put me to sleep tonight?

Gossip girl, High School Musical, Drake & Josh are shows that gives me unwanted memories.
Why so random uh?

I think this is one of the most boring post I've ever written so far.
Thanks for reading.

Peace..
Around the World..
For generations..

Amin..

Amin is my manager, by the way.

2008-09-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

I'M A HAPPY CUCKOO!!

I can't wait for tomorrow.
I miss you in many ways.

So, anyway, answers to Mad Gab.
(a) Apple of His Eye
(b) A Thermometer
(c) I need a receipt

2008-09-10T01:47:00.000+08:00

With 6.2 million viewers on Youtube.

With 8.1 million viewers!

8.8 million viewers!!

I LOVE FRED!!
hahaha.
HIMBO..

2008-09-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

~~Today~~ Everyday, I ~~woke~~ wake up hungry.

haha.
& it's my off day.
I was frantically searching for food in the house, but only maggi!
UGH.

So, i rolled and rolled on the bed hoping that food will fall down from the ceiling but apparently, it did not happen.
Kind of restless because I had the most wonderful and meaningful dream and I HAD to wake up due to the 3+pm heat.
I felt sad.

I wanted to go to the gym, so I called up Pat.
& suddenly, we were in town looking for Lupita's present.
I was still hungry...

wanted to dig in at Lucky Plaza's Nasi Ayam Penyet but it cost $6.50!!
but, in the end $6.50 didn't mattered because I love it so so much!
& I love TEH BOTOL SOSRO!
Love the Nasi Ayam Penyet so much that I refused to join Hilmi & friends eat at Cineleisure.
haha.

Laughed a lot.
Bubbled a lot.
& we were somehow in a fairytale land!
with toys & market place & more.
HAHA.
We were practically laughing at everything.

Especially, the mrt incident.
Omg.
So embarrassing.

Introducing, Mad Gab.
Available at Toys R Us at $39.95.

Eye Mull of Mush Sheen.
lololololol.

Try this:
(a) Eye Pillow Fizz Sigh
(b) Eighth Her Mom Utter
(c) Hiney Dairy Seat

Answers will be revealed in the next post.
In the meantime, just say the three sentences to people around you & strangely, they will get it & you don't.

Thank you, Patricia Tanuwijaya, for bringing my mood up!
A pity Wen Ting couldn't join us.
We miss you, Wen Ting!

2008-09-08T02:49:00.000+08:00

I NEED:
- closure
- ppg
- the fucking(mating) cats to really lower down their volume every night
- warmth

(FUCK LA~!!!!!! the cat so noisy~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

- more laughing sessions with night rider
- more workload so that i will always be busy
- to fast!! (i haven't fast at all this month!)

- alcohol
- to party
- retail therapy

Should I still get him what I wanted to get for him?
Because it will cost me a month pay.

Anyway, today I worked full shift.
10am til 11pm.

Tmr, 2pm til 11pm.

So on & on & on...

Ppg's meeting me on wed after work.
Yea!!

mucus, mucus, cry, mucus, cry..
I think.. I need help.

SHUT THE FUCK UP, CATS~!!!!
OMG!
DONT MAKE ORGASM SOUND SO LOUD CAN??
DAMN IRRITATING!

(sound like kana fuck so hard like that)

get a room.

2008-09-07T01:53:00.000+08:00

& what if i say... i'm single.

a note to all girls out there.
love with your brain, not your heart.

2008-09-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

Balance of photos brought down as at 3rd September.
Wen Ting's bday celebration started at town.
Swensen's the place.
A picture tells a thousand words.

So, i have 20,000 words for you.

ppg loves me!! =)

photos + vivid memories = unforgettable
wen ting uh!!!!
u rock!
Happy belated birthday.

You are not fat.
You are not ugly.
You are also not ugly when u were d--n-.
=)

On a random note, I've been so nice to research this for all the sadists in the world.
See what you'll be missing out if you don't visit my blog!

ALL CREDITS TO WIKIHOW!

How to Be Happy in Life

Enjoy life like this!

Do you want to enjoy a happy, peaceful life? Don't worry! Just read the article below!

Steps

"I wonder if..."

Understanding: Try to understand what a miracle you are! You have all the five senses, you have a beating heart, you have a steady brain...Many people are born missing limbs, or even insane! Think! You are so much better off than them.

Smiles and laughter: Not only does these simple activities make you happy, but they keep the brain healthy, thus, you stay well! Imagine, a day without laughter is like a day without light! Can you live without this light?

Books contains loads of things to know about! They can also give you knowledge!

Knowledge: Knowledge is everything! If you can stand and speak but don't understand, then what is the point of standing and speaking? Success (amongst many other things) bring happiness. And only knowledge can bring success!

Success can be earned...you'll know it when you get claps

Love and inspiration: Imagine if your family didn't love you. What would you do? Their love is your greatest inspiration to know, thus, gain success! What would the world be without love? What would have inspired people to build this wonderful world? Love is one of the things that makes life have meaning! Without this, you would never have happiness!

Delicious! Ummmm...

Food: It might seem funny, but everyone knows one cannot keep his temper if he is terribly hungry. And if you're angry, how is it possible to be happy?

You: Only you can make yourself happy. You must be determined! If you can't make yourself happy, no one can.

Tips

Smile all day!

Being with loved ones can never keep anyone from being happy!

Warnings

"I'm warning you!"

Too much happiness can lead to overconfidence, which is dangerous, both for body and mind.
This might not work for some people, and it might not work all the time.

Things You'll Need

A sad you

2008-09-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

hello.
here's a preview of wen ting's bday celebration.
pictures taken in the day where we were all SUPER sober.
haha.
sorry that i have to emphasize on 'SUPER', wen ting.
;)

& when we weren't super sober..

MORE pictures will be up!
MORE, MORE, MORE~!!
haha.
don't worry, blossoms.

so, anyway..
yesterday went out with my other halves.
lol.
i don't why i said that also.
sinyi & mira la.

we went to vivocity & then headed for Keppel Bay.
I LOVE KEPPEL BAY~!!
thanks for introducing.
& let's not tell others about the place.
>=)

we camwhore-d with sinyi's new 1.6k canon camera.
HAHA.
i still don't get how the camera works.
so, i posed & posed & posed with mira.

pictures will be uploaded when sinyi starts entertaining me on msn!

as you know, being random...
(a) met up with Pat at Vivo.
(b) met up with Wen Ting, Doreen & Mel at Tanjong Pagar.
(c) so, it was 6 of us including sinyi.
(d) club Play. (gay club btw)
(e) UNDERAGE party.

haha.
i would like to apologize to my blog because i went to an underage party.
i mentioned that 'i have never gone to an underage party and never will' in my blog.
so, i would like to apologize to my blog, not the blog readers.
haha.

it will be my first & the last time i will go to an underage party.
=)
i hope i wont apologize again.

anyway, as much as how i got irritated with the crowd & the kentalness, i managed to have fun!
i went home with weak knees because of too much partying.
reached home around 3am and boom! died.

was suppose to sahur in the morning but my mom gave up on trying to wake me up.
& when i woke up at 10am for work, my hand automatically reached out for the curry puff on the table & placed it in my mouth.
so, moral of the story is... i didn't fast today!

but i did respect the other muslims at work ok.
i didnt eat or drink.
i even break fast with them!

when i reached home, the delivery for my online purchase finally came!
YEA.
the person said 'delivery for Veronica'.
haha.
i used fake name la!

next stop, St. James(maybe) on this Friday.

2008-08-30T16:13:00.000+08:00

26th Aug 2008 til 27th Aug 2008

what?
My (2-weeks) belated birthday celebration.

where?
West Coast Park

who?
Me, Pat, Wen Ting, Noelle, Beanie

why?
The 13th Aug celebration doesn't seemed like a celebration to wen ting & pat. (shrugs)

how?
like that la.

omg. i'm a fatass!

Light-cheesecake.

atika turns 18years (and 2 weeks) old.

umm. not well-recommended. try not drinking neat.

lol.
yesterday had wen ting's birthday celebration at 'blue star'.
It was an unforgettable one.
Can't wait to receive all the photos!!

Parasite -

a follower who hangs around a host (without benefit to the host) in hope of gain or advantage [syn: leech]

what the hell man, Patricia!
nvm. it's way better than......

BIMBO -
Disparaging and Offensive. an attractive but stupid young woman, esp. one with loose morals.

HAHA!
no pat, you have no loose morals okay?

so, anyway, i was going through My Received Files and there was one picture that I've nvr seen til now that it had been discovered.

WAHAHAHAHA!!

2008-08-26T03:38:00.001+08:00

Saturday, 23rd August 2008
Went to workplace at 10pm to get a last-minute bday present for Jayden.
All i know is that I got shrink-wrapped!!

Meaning, all my colleagues sabo-ed me by taping my feet, arms and body.
Took pictures with me happily as if i was a monument.
Put me on a baby stroller and left me.
lol.

Went to Sengkang to pack the goodie bags.

Sunday, 24th August 2008

Birthday Boy & his present.

I blew those balloons okay!

Jayden Lee Sai Mun

Who's that on the bed?

I shall not look at it....

touching it...

Oh, it's uncle. hehehehe. Uncle so bloody dark!

Who's ready to party?

odd one out.

goodie bags.

Happy Fool.

Jayden & Dad.

Presents. one of them is martell. lol.

Cake!

Big & small jelly-fishes.

Gay.

Trying so hard to be candid.

Bf's friends.

Bf's family with shasha.

Bf's family with grandma.

I'm bloody fat already. =(

Bf's friends.

Actually, there were much more people on that day.
Relatives of Ah Fong.
Relatives of Bf.

But, I didn't bothered to take their pictures.
Hahaha.
&& worst thing i've ever done, unintentionally....
was to eat PORK~!!

fuck la.

i felt like puking........
shouldn't have make fun of luncheon.

25th August 2008

went back home after the celebration with Bf.
Reached home around 12am+??
I studied DBMS a bit.
& then dozed off at 3am.
woke up at 7.30am and continued studying til 11+pm.

I dozed off here and there.
When i dozed off while studying, sitting up, Bf will throw stuffs at me to wake me up.
I guess i should thank him.
Haha.

Left the house around 12pm.
Went to get the Shihlin crispy chicken at JP cos Bf was so hungry.
The lady who tended the shop flirt with Bf eh!!
But when i look at how 'beautiful' she was, I was okay.
HAHAHA.
not even a tinge of jealousy, after that.

The paper, surprisingly for me, was easy~!!
I don't know why.
I didn't studied so hard for this paper, unlike Maths and PACC, but this is the easiest paper so far.
I don't mean to be complacent or anything but this is the first time I can do a DBMS paper!

Many, including ppg, thought it was difficult.

I think, it's not the quantity time that you spent studying on the subject that can make you score but it's how attentive & punctual you are in class.
Lesson learnt.

So, anyway, I slept like a pig after school.
HAHAHA.

note to self: study econs aka last paper!!

2008-08-23T13:12:00.001+08:00

hello.

finally, i had ENOUGH sleep!
woohoo.

ok ok.
i was literally a zombie since 21st aug, 12am.
i only slept at 22nd Aug, 7am.
okay fine.
it doesnt seem that extreme when i put it that way.

let's put it this way..
i didn't sleep for a freaking 31hours!
and then, i sleep for only 3 hours after that.
so balance brought down, 28hours.
& then i slept again at 6pm.
so it's 34hhours!!!

see see.
now it's extreme.

but then i only had 14.5 hours sleep today.
from 6pm to 8.3oam.
ok. blogging about sleep isnt that interesting.
so, what did i do being awake for 34hours?!

I know I spent 12 hours from 6pm to 6pm studying at west coast park with Pat, Navin & beanie.
Navin left at 10+pm.
Beanie came later at 2am?
It somehow was productive for me.
because i knew if i were to stay at home, i will fall asleep & not study at all!

so, i didn't dare to risk embarrassing myself in public if i had slept in mac for i knew that i was going to snore big time!

slept over at Pat's place.
woke up at 10am.
did some more revision.
& then went to school.

Maths was okay.
but i think i can't get distinction.
That was my only regret.
HAHA.

but i think i did pretty well, though.

DBMS on Monday!!!
oh no.
more sleepless nights.

It was my 2nd time in West Coast Park.
It was Pat's and Beanie's first time. (that sounds wrong! whahahaha)

I don't know why.
but studying there for 12 hours seemed like 5 hours.
In other words, I had fun studying.
With laughing Pat.
& blur wen ting asking questions that drove me & pat mad.
HAHA.

we went to take a stroll at the park before heading home.

Pat

Beanie.

me.

the view was suppose to be nice!

the view was suppose to be romantic!

view from Pat's crib overlooking Bukit Timah.

Bukit Timah is the highest peak in Singapore.

Anyway, i'm planning to study full blast today because i have to be at Yishun at night later to prepare for Jayden's One-Year-Old Birthday Celebration.
That explains me being occupied on Sunday and most probably I would have no time to study tomorrow!

Bf is such a bitch!!
>=(

on the other hand... him not spending time with me can be a blessing in disguise. >=)

speaking of vulgarities..
Pat who started being so vulgar and influence the rest of us mentioned this on her blog:

"oh a little note to powerpuffgirls that's spending their finest hour in school. let's stop saying fuck to each other from now onwards. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

on the next faithful day in her blog post, she started it all over again:

"FUCK LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....... wtfwtftwtf...."

hahaha.
it's funny to me.

2008-08-21T10:38:00.000+08:00

So, on Monday..
it was kindda dull.
but there was a lot of food.
durians~
haha.

somehow, i think the more older i get, the lesser my love for durians get.
so, anyway the first thing i did when i reach yishun was to cut my hair short.
not very short but just a bit.
made it more layered and stuff.

Bf's sis brought back a whole load of clothes for me.
I'm so happy..
13 clothes.
see, 13 actually IS my lucky number.
Mango, Levis, some local brands & mostly Abercrombie&Fitch.
=)

I have to say that they sell clothes way cheaper in the US than in Singapore.
But the stuffs in Phuket are more cheap!!
Even the whorehouse is charged way lower than in Singapore.
HAHA.
serious..

Let's save money and go to Phuket~!
you can rent a real motorbike for S$4 a day without having a license.
and the alcohol there is at least 4 times cheaper.
the make-up there, (MAC, bobbi brown, chanel, etc) are waaaay cheaper.
Trust me.

So, anyway the bdae gift she gave me wasn't Versace but Victoria Secret.
Haiyo.
Bf's mom totally got mixed up with both brands.
But i loike(HAHA! omg. ah lian word).

Jayden was so cute.
I can't help but look how tiny his fingers and toes and nose and ears(well mostly everything) were.
I also want a baby~!!
One that doesn't cry and is very cute. =)
Maybe my child needs a cute father in order to be cute..
hmm..

Ate til around after midnight.
Bf's parents persuaded me to sleepover but i knew i will sleep til late afternoon and will have no time to study.
So, i slept at Kak Ina's house for convenience as she will be going to work the next morning.

I asked Kak Ina to wake me up when she's going out to work in the morning but she didn't.
I asked her why.
She said she tried to but i just slept like a pig.
I don't blame her.
Even my loud alarm clock can't wake me up.

So, i woke up around 12pm.
And used the com til 7pm.
&& that's where i realised that i had no time to study for the next day's paper.
Thank goodness my mom picked me up.
Sengkang is undeniably FAR.

So, anyway PACC was so screwed up.
Last minute revision for pacc didnt really worked that well.
I was so panicky because i thought it carried a more dominant weightage.
So, i tried to do the bitchy past year exam papers til 4am.
&& i decided 'fuck la' & went to sleep.

I was so worried about the paper that I went to school 2.5 hours early to do some more last minute revision.
& then, I wasn't that worried anymore til Navin said that it was only 20%.
I was a bit relaxed but still, I had to at least pass the paper!
Pearlyn gave me some candies(get back to that later) as a belated gift.
I love my lesbian.

Turned out, horrifically, the paper was just as bitchy as the past year exam papers.
Had 1.5hours but i couldn't finish the paper.
Lucky for me, I had the question on Cash Receipts Journal to help me out against the P&L.
&& everybody got net profit except me!

screw you la.
tomorrow's paper is Maths! =)
I'm so proud to say that I haven't studied for maths.
Because i'm going to do it later, i hope.

So, after school, I slept!
Slept from 6pm all the way to 12am.
&& I'm still awake!!
There some things I can't mention in the blog but I REALLY DID HAVE FUN~!!
cant tell you guys when and where.
SECRET OKAY.

only ppg knows.

to wen ting: the white thing's purpose is to reveal more & to give it a push. (i'm trying to be very un-straight forward so ppl dont know what im talking about)

to pat: i think it's a mistake for webcams to exist. HAHA. ribbony bush.

On the other hand, who wants sweet treats?

of course, i wont give away candies.
but seriously, this is my favourite candy bar so far.
& it's very highly recommended.
It doesn't taste as lame as it looks.

every bite comes with a splendid burst of sour strawberry flavour and seduces your tastebud.
It literally squirts in my mouth!
I'm eating it one row a day so I won't have to finish it so fast.

haven't tried it yet.
so, no comments.
but looks yummy.

You guys can get it from Candy Empire.
I dont know about the other outlets but they are definitely sold at Changi Airport Terminal 3's Candy Empire.
Or you can purchase the German choc bar at http://www.cybercandy.co.uk/

& i'm having a stomachache.
Maybe a german stomachache.
No.
It must be the stupid mee goreng.
or or the chilli crab.

okay whatever.
I'm going to shit.

2008-08-18T14:14:00.000+08:00

hi.
hey.
enough of ugly pictures..

Saturday
was supposed to go Nadia's birthday chalet.
but.. what the heck.. cancel.
too lazy to go all the way to ecp.

so, plan B.. pool.
with aman, ijat and aqeel.
i finally know who's who.
haha.

left early because mira asked me to meet her.
sounds urgent so i took a cab.
& then while in the cab, mira called and said no need to meet.
so, home sweet home.

Sunday
went to Kak Ina's house.
she just came back from Phuket, Thailand with shub.
met bf's mom at yishun first and then off to sengkang.
Kak Ina's bdae was on the 14th Aug.
She told me she boughtfor me stuffs from Phuket.

I felt so guilty not buying her any presents so me & bf's mom walked around Compass Point, in search of a last-minute bdae present.
Bf's mom bought for her a mini heart-shaped cake.
While me, bought for her 3 stalks of fresh pink roses.

Actually, I was very dumb when selecting the flowers.
The flowers i chose was the flowers used in Chinese funerals.
Which resulted me getting scolded by bf's mom.
haha.
imagine la.
i wanted to buy chrysanthemum for her eh..

Guess what Kak Ina bought for me..

Billabong thingy..

Billabong bikini.

hahaha.
of course i love them.
but i would love them more if they are not pink.
see, that's why i love money more as a present

but hey, it's the thought that counts.
& not many ppl would buy for me billabong stuffs.
so, i must feel contented and lucky.

& come to think of it, this year is the best birthday ever, so far.
SO MUCH MUCH presents..
hhaha

&& bf's first sis is back in Singapore today!!
It was a surprise and boy, was i surprised.
I think her hubby was left alone in US.
But she and Jayden is back.

Later, i'm going to go Yishun!!
YEA~!!
Bf's sis bought like a lot of stuffs for me too.
So, i must go and redeem.
hahaha.
Jayden will turn 1 in a matter of days!!
August babies are the coolest babies ever.
HAHAHA.

Let me see..
6 Aug - Bf's dad
9 aug - Singapore
10 Aug - Aki. (i forgot ur name ley but i think it's Aki la..)
13 Aug - Me.
14 Aug - Kak Ina
followed by Jayden Lee Sai Mun & Kok Wen Ting.

huahuahua.
sry wen ting, i forgot ur bdae.
i saved it in my old hp and my cool hp doesn't have your bdae in it.
but i think it's on the 29th.

can't wait to go drinking~!!
woohoo.
drink til you puke.

okay babies, i'll be updating more as soon as i come back from Yishun.
In the mean time, look at Kak Ina's kittens.
They grow up already.
& they're fur very nice already.
very ang moh..

&&&& kontot, the elder sis, is PREGNANT~!!
omg.
it's like a making kittens factory in Kak Ina's house.

Mother cat - 'so big already still wanna suck my nipples!'

Watcha looking at?!

See the first kitten. So white. like siberian husky.

Kontot, the pregnant one.

hello~ omg. so cute..

ang moh.

GEMOK!!

dozing off~

before i interrupt them..

after interrupting them. haha. they look so angry.

i think i'm a cat freak.
WEN TING~!!
get one now..
or u want to wait until kontot give birth.
haha.
BYE~

2008-08-16T17:48:00.000+08:00

Wonder how i look like in the past?
Do not fret because me, the blog owner, is going to corrupt all your minds with my fugly pictures.

OR

Are you sad?
Were you just dumped so bad?
Do you find it hard to smile?
I'll bet you a million dollars that you will be smiling at the end of this post.
In fact, you'll be laughing hard.

Ok.
whatever la atika!
these are pictures of me & friends from 2004 - 2006.
omg..
im so embarrassed.

caution: there will be a lot of self-scoldings.

What the hell is wrong with you??!!

fcuking minah. oh. rusydi so fat! haha.

what is that on my neck??!!
what is that on my ankle?
what's with the face, you idiot?!!

classic.

look at putri!! hahahaha.

atika.. beads?? pearls??
PINK top?!!
pink ribbon??!!

coloured contacts?!!
oh.. my hair was short.

sinyi so fat!! hahaha.

im so speechless..

ARGH!!
major major major turn-off.
PINK? why pink?!!
what's with the stupid earring, asshole?
trim your stupid eyebrow can??!!

eh, you dont know how to spell is it?!!
cb.

pink extensions???!!
why PINK??!!!!
& why one?

PINK ribbons??!!!!

fcuk u, understand!

i'm going to die already.... die of embarrassment of self.

why uh?
why was i like that??
why didnt anyone slapped me??
why?
why?
why?

omg.
i can't believe i'm letting the whole world see this.

2008-08-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

FINALLY~!!
i finished watching season 2 of A Shot at Love with Tila Tequila.
omg.
the ending was nothing like I've ever seen in reality television before.

on a random note, i really think that minahs in Singapore tries so hard to be like her.
hint: eyebrow.
but of course, minahs usually overdo it.

highly recommended to very boring people on Earth because this show is bringing all of you to a whole new level.
You know, there's a reason why, in Singapore, they don't broadcast the show.

and of course, i've overcame my biggest distraction from studying because i'm done satisfying the urge of watching it.
second in line is, of course, FRIENDS.
as in the show, not kawan. (or belalang)

earlier on, me & mira studied over at put's place & i kindda irritated everyone including myself.
it started with me eating and ended with us scribbling nonsense on a piece of paper.
so, yeah, it wasn't that productive...

now, that I'd gotten rid of one distraction, i'm looking forward to me 100% concentrating on my studies.

i haven't bathed.
what is wrong with me.

Quick Facts on Tila Tequila:
1. Real Name - Thien Thanh Thi Nguyen
2. Most popular artist on myspace as of April 2006
3. (Check this out) She was born in Singapore!
4. Her family emigrated from Vietnam before she was born.

..with the help of Wikipedia, that is.

2008-08-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
happy belated 18th birthday to me.
&& happy 18th month anniversary to BF~!!
yes putri, 18 is the sex.

13 August 2008
went to school for CRS examination.
Argumentative essay.
Weightage 40%.
I really think I will flunk the paper because
(a) i chose a topic about Singlish.
(b) i completed it in 50mins. For another hour, i rewrite the whole essay and drew some sketches while most of my classmates used the 1hr 50mins to write the essay
which means.. i must be writing nonsense.

Liling gave me a box of Dove amicello before the paper.
So sweet.

After the paper, the ppg(me, wen ting, pat) went to Somerset and had lunch at NYDC.
Warning: I look ugly. Seriously. It's not like when Mira says she's ugly because i said im ugly because i really am.

ok go.

I had this spicy sexy thang & i love it!
wen ting with potato salad. haha.

their gift. it's a loong story.

fat. omg! me, of course.

we walked around and i bought No. 2 from Cotton On at only 10 bucks.
I also bought No. 13 from WH for only $9.
Went to Zara and forced hilmi to wish me happy bdae.

We were supposed to go Far East Plaza but ended up in Cream Bistro.
We hydrated ourselves there.
& Pat really ruined her diet.
Talked and became emo by telling each other how lucky we were to have the 3 of us.
Haha.
Oh, & how we complete each other.

LOL.

Pat took off at 5pm.
Me & Wen Ting checked out DFS.
omg.
they are the most 'high class' place i've ever been to.
however, they sell cheaper than usual.

Anna Sui.
LV.
Chanel.
Dior.
Burberry.
Gucci.
Ralph Lauren.
& a lot more.

the goods get more branded when you go up the escalator.
we only stopped at 2nd level.
i didn't dare to go up to the 3rd.
haha.

Wen Ting went home and I met bf's mom at Taka.
Received 3 bdae presents from bf, bf mom and bf dad.
No. 12, 1 and 3 respectively.

So, me and bf's mom went to Cotton On(again!) and we bought undies and bras!
I love them.
I was tempted because of its price.
No 5, 7, 8, 9, 10 and 11.
undies cost a dollar!!
the boyshorts cost $2!!
how can i not buy them?!!
of course, the bras much more expensive la.

We walked around and decided to watch a movie.
In the end, we settled in for The Love Guru.

It was hilarious!
Lame but funny.

Bf's sis who's at Arizona right now bought for me a Versace perfume.
Thank you!

Then, me and bf's mom went to Far East Plaza and i bought No. 4.
HAHAHA.
bought sandwiches for bf's dad at Subway.

Checked my atm.
And poof! from $142 to $32. (not inc cab fare)
HAHAHHAHA.
omg.

How was my 18th birthday?
Very Retail Therapy!

I had loads of fun.
I would like to take this opportunity to thank all my friends who wished me Happy Birthday in msn, blogs, tagboards, sms and friendster!
First time a lot of ppl wished me 'Happy Birthday'.
Even strangers gave me comments.
What lovely people~!

&& I shall cherish all the friends I have and be super nice from now onwards.

however, no matter how great the day went, I was a bit disappointed that I couldn't celebrate it with bf.
DAMN NATIONAL SERVICE! =(

overdue pictures...

see what happens when u crop ur own fat arms and not mine!!
muahahahha~

BUGIS with ppg and Tan Sin Yi. =)

anyway, i've uploaded this song.
I will always love you by Connie Talbot.
I shall dedicate this song to dearest Bf.

I watched her on youtube because Wen Ting said she made the judge cry.
I searched for 'Somewhere over the rainbow' and there she was, a 6-year-old girl made a female judge from Britain got Talent cry.
I didn't cry until i clicked on a video where she sang this song.
I was touched, man!
Yes, i'm deep.

Have a nice day friends, schoolmates & strangers!

2008-08-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

hello people.
National Day for me was tiring!
I was working full shift on that day.
Felt like sleeping all the time.

After work, me & 7 of my colleagues caught the midnight movie.
We watched...

So, when we were about to enter, you know the person who tear tickets, it was Yi Yong!
i was shocked.
i think i embarrassed him or something.
i shouted his name out loud.
It was his first day tearing tickets & i made it unforgettable.
wahaha.

The mummy was great.
If u guys don't like Indiana Jones, then u might not like the mummy.
Vice versa.

I love both Indiana Jones and The Mummy.

After the movie, we sat at some stairs near the 7-11 and talk talk talk for 2 hours i think.
Then, at 3+am, we went home.
Reached home and no one's at home!

Pissed la.
I'm the only one who can not come home, ok.
My sis slept over at her friends place.
My mom don't know sleep where.

I slept around 6+am.
Woke up at 3+pm.

Went to the library with Mira to study.
We ate prata.
Left the library 5 minutes before it closed.
We both bought a headband each at chamelon.
& then home sweet home.

&& the silent treatment is over, everyone.
Bf came to my house this morning at 1.
& we talk talk.
So nice to get hugged, finally!

He left for camp around 6.30am.
He will be going for an outfield camp for 10 freaking days!
That means he wont be booking out the next weekend.
And worst of all, no phone calls!

There u go, an unintentional silent treatment for 10 days.
I think i will go crazy~!!

I was late for school, yet again!
ccb.
an hour late.

PEOPLE!!
I WILL TURN 18 IN 2 MORE DAYS~!!
whaahahhaa.
money money money...

O.o

2008-08-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

this was taken last two weeks i think where Pat did a dedication at www.lovevirus.blogspot.com.
sweet right~
love u, pat.

the pic taken after gym yesterday.

Today was the last day of school!
woohoo~!
but there's semestral exams coming soon & i have to start studying now!

today, after school, me, pat, wen ting and sinyi went to Bugis.
bumbed into mira n wan.
but mira didn't acknowledge us!
=(

and my phone got spoilt in school today.
fcuk.
i'm so sure that it's Navin's fault.
he send me a Snow white cartoon porn video!

soon, my handphone got sick and wasn't functioning!
argh.
it's because Nokia phones are vulnerable to viruses.
stupid snow white porn.

but on the other hand, there's a NEED to buy a new phone.
hahaha.
i'm so happy.
i can apply for a credit card next week, on my 18th bdae & then buy a phone.

i know it's not advisable to apply for a credit card but this is an emergency!
& start from september onwards, i can work like no one's business and earn a lot of money to pay the loans.

so, here are the phones i'm aiming for.

LG enV2

Samsung Omnia

i want my life to be..
luxurious~
i need to find a rich, handsome, loyal, funny and ang moh-ish husband.

if i fail, i shall stick to bf. =(
i haven't talk to him since last saturday.
silent treatment.

& how did i manage to go through it?
the answer: INCREDIBLE FRIENDS!
=)

2008-08-07T13:55:00.001+08:00

nth to blog about.
so, feast on one of the cutest animals on Earth~!

Faaaaaaaaaaat~

shower.

cute.

Cat fight

Cat have many nipples.

she's a chick

awww~!!

Patricia.
LOL~!!
just kidding.

after school, me & wen ting was suppose to go kak ina hse to see the kittens.
but.. due to time constraint, we didn't go.
so, i went to the gym with Pat & Fadli.
& here i am, with 7 cats at kak ina's hse.

2008-08-04T11:43:00.001+08:00

30th May 2008

over at Sengkang to Kak ina's house.
She has a LOT of cats.
Let me introduce the father cat, a Siamese cat who is not in any of the pic.
Then, there's this slutty mother cat.
Ok. not slutty but too friendly.

Then, she gave birth to a first batch of 8 kittens.
Now, left 3.
Then, recently, the 2nd batch of 7 kittens.
2 died bcos the mother cat slept on them.
1 already been gave away.
so now, 2 + 3 + 4 = 7 cats in the hse.

hahaha.
If anyone wants to adopt the kittens, do contact me.

sexy kitten.

3 kittens. mother cat and big sister.

the big sisters will always protect the mother. weird huh.

2 kittens.

1 mother, 1 sister or 2 sisters. idk.

see why i called her slutty?

i call this one angmoh.

blue-eye.

slutty mama.

"i need to pee uh!"

sleazing~

captured running.

1st August 2008
went to Bugis with Sinyi & Putri.
wanted to hunt for sneakers but in the end i bought a gladiator sandal.
ate ate ate.
went to Arab Street.
hunted for crystal.
put laughed like crazy.

4th August 2008
one of the worst day in my life so far.
i was in the canteen happily eating.
then, i felt a vibration in my pocket.
it was an sms.
so, i ignored thinking that it's nth & that i can check later.

30mins later, i was in class & i suddenly remembered about the msg.
So, i read.

Putri - "Can you help me? I need 50 bucks urgently!"

Me - "Can. But when will you return and what do you need it for?"

Putri - "Can you pick me up from Clementi police post? I need to go out with bail. I will pay u back promise!"

Me - "I can bail meh? I'm not yet 18 and i'm not related to you."

Putri - "CAN! just bring your ic and 50 bucks"

I called her and she didnt pick up the phone.

Putri - "I cant pick up the call"
So, i thought. Why the hell she can use her phone to msg and not call?
If the police officer forbids her using the phone, then her phone will be confiscated.
But, this wasn't the case.

Me - "But i'm not 18 yet"
To make sure that if i go there, it will not be for nothing.

Putri - "When are you coming?"

Me - "Now."
When i replied this, i was already at the taxi stand with Pat & wen ting volunteering themselves to accompany me.
I had to take the cab because it was an emergency.

So, ever since that msg, Putri was happily having a test.
That was what i had been told much later.
Her hp was not with her.

In the cab i kept thinking on what crime she did & what freaking crime needed a $50 bail & allows underage guarantor.
My friend asked me what crime she might have committed.
I told her i have no idea cos she's a sensible girl.
But i didnt care.
I worried about her okay!

She told me it was at the police post but i went to the police division.
Because, common sense says that when ppl get caught and needed a bail, it has to be at the police division.
So, as soon as i reached there, i gave my ic to the police officer at the entrance.
He asked me what did i came for and i told him i'm bailing a friend out.

Then, put msg.
Putri - "This is a test of friendship. I love you"

He said only citizens of the age 18 and above can bail a person out.
And he asked me alot of qns but i told him my friend was in there.
He asked me to ask Putri who is her officer in charge.
So, i text Put.

Me - "i'm outside. who is your officer-in-charge?"

So, i waited and waited for her reply for around 15 minutes.
No response.

Me: Do you think i just got punked?
Wen Ting: Maybe eh.
Pat: Cannot be uh. How can joke about this type of thing.
Me: If it is a prank i shall ask her to pay my cabfare and sue her.

So, with no response, we went back to school and continued with our class.

Wen Ting: Msg ur friend ley. Tell her u cannot do anything. Maybe she cannot use the phone.

I text to Put saying that i already went back to school and that i cant do anything about it.

In class, Put sms me to reveal that it was a prank.
I was damn angry la.
I told my classmates that i wont help her again with any emergencies, fake or real.
I think this kind of prank is too much.

So, by the reply Put got from me, it was obvious that I was angry with her.
She apologized and as mentioned in the earlier paragraphs, i asked her to pay me back the cabfare.

After a few minutes of cooling down, I think I wasn't that angry anymore.
What have i got to lose anyway.
I got my cabfare returned.

TODAY
School is fun again.
haha.
The powerpuffgirls are back in action.
I woke up at 4am today after 10 hours of sleep.

I slept at 6.30pm, right after school, yesterday,
So, i slept in my denim skirt and t-shirt.
It was so much easier to do homework after waking up and after getting the sleep.

I ate breakfast.
I watched Friends.
and then off to school.
Bumbed into Ong Zhi Hao from secondary school and he told me i looked like a minah always surrounded by guys during lower sec times.

I totally agree.
But not really surrounded by guys la.
It was because i chose to play soccer during P.E with the guys.
And apparently, i was the only girl.

But, Secondary 3 onwards, i was very very guai.
I took my studies seriously because there was Mahmudah disciplining me.
haha.
I love you, Mahmudah.

Me & Pat went to Queensway after school.
Met Aman there.
Then, we went to Ikea and walk walk while aman got lost by himself.

Afterwards, Anchorpoint subway.
I wanted to dine in at the Disney's restaurant for my bdae.
It is the only outlet in Singapore.
I kept irritating Pat and asked her to bring me there.
She wanted Fish&Co instead.
But she lost to me due to my consistent irritation. =)

Took two buses home.
& i slept like a pig.
I shall sleep very early everyday so as to wake up very early.

2008-08-04T03:36:00.000+08:00

i'm just too troubled to go to sleep.
i've been weeping like a baby.
& now, i have a freaking blocked nose.
how the hell am i suppose to breathe?
my mouth, of course.

i thought after writing those thoughts and feelings in my private diary, i would fall asleep.
blocked nose & blocked mind.

i just seemed so restless.
i have to be in school at 9am later.

can anyone tell this little girl what to do.
all i can think of is this phrase..

"True love only happens twice in your life.
You'll only realise your true love,
only after it was over."

i really hope that this ________ would be over.

2008-08-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to be bathing now la~!!
see what msn can do to procrastinate your life.
especially when u play over 10 msn games.

omg.
i need to bath and then i can eat and then i can do stats homework and then i can sleep.

i thought signing off from msn would made me lift my heavy butt and go to the loo and bath for my own good but NO, my itchy hands with heavily gravitated behind decided to blog.
what is wrong with me and my laziness.

maybe it's because i didn't go to school today.
haha.
lessons cancelled so i had a freaking 15-18 hours of sleep.
and then, contacting everyone whether they are free in the afternoon.

only sinyi made it.
haha.
went to jurong point to shop.
omg.
im pathetic.
of all places to shop, JURONG POINT?
okay fine.
i have nth against jp okay.
JP ROCKS MONEY.

yes.
shopping with sinyi is like shopping with a shopping consultant(if there's such a thing).
she helped me reduce potential splurging on unwanted or unnecessary things.
her critics rocks sometimes.
haha.

anyway, i bought three tank tops which i liked at only $25.50.
not each but altogether summed up to $25.50.
hehe.

but i didnt buy the bermudas or sneakers i wanted to buy.
oh well, i save MONEY!!
=)

we bought some sushi-s at the basement.
there was this sushi which was priced at $0.50 but sinyi confidently said '50 percent only eh'.
without hesistation, i made fun of her.
haha.

went to sinyi's hse for awhile.
and then, an hour later, went back home.
soon after, headed for work.
huahuahau.

and now!
i really need to start bathing.
it's 01.09am.
OMG.
alert alert.

2008-07-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL WAS BORING~!!
PACC sucks.
the 2nd CA didn't really worked out for me.
54/100

knn.
cb.

Pat slept over my house yesterday with the sole purpose of completing our project.
it wasn't fruitful, though.
I should have slept at 2.30am yesterday but with constant irritation coming from Pat, i slept around half an hour later!

She's a teletubby in disguise today.
HAHA.
purple dress with tinky winky's fav thing.
dipsy-green underwear.
po 'la senza's' bra.
and lala-coloured headband.

huhu.

had 3.5hours of BREAK!
cos we dont have to attend CD lessons anymore.
woohoo.

what me and wen ting did for the 3.5hrs was rare.
it was... STUDYING QUIETLY~!!
more emphasis on 'quietly'.
haha.

went to meet Mr Clarence something for a brief overview of what's going to happen tmr.
it's not confirmed whether tmr's event will be a big one or a small one.
so, we are uncertain on whether the press are coming or not.
but, what i know for sure is that there's FOOD tmr.
hahaha.

i've been such a glutton.
a $4 glutton.
Fried rice + fried chicken drumstick = $4.
doesn't taste good!
when i was paying for the food, i didn't realise that it was expensive.
i only realised it when i ate it halfway.
i shd STOP SPENDING unnecessarily.

took 185 home.
as usual, slept like an improper passenger.
head tossing everywhere.
i hope i didn't snore.

got back home, my mom gave me a nagging session.
on how my room is untidy.
so irritating la, mother!

on the same note, young people are dying nowadays.
it's so scary..
drowning..
accidents..
more accidents..
well, we cant question God.

the world is going to end soon.
SOON people, SOON~!!
& we will extinct like dinosaurs.
future creatures from the new world will use our bones as 'fossils' and discoveries.
we, humans, might be in documentaries just like 'walking with dinosaurs'.
now, do u still have doubts on retribution?

retribution from the Earth.
We destroy her by our ignorance.
POLLUTION.
OZONE LAYER.
SEA CREATURES mutating.
OIL SPILLS.

and her payback.
TSUNAMI.
GLOBAL WARMING.
FLOODS.
& more..

do u still still still have doubts on karma?
it's up to the individuals.
believe it or not, i've been nice.
hahahaha.
ok. no link.

TO PUT: last warning eh msg msg kau.

2008-07-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

It's a fucking long time since i've:
1. watch a movie
2. go shopping
3. eat at an expensive restaurant
4. earn big big bucks
5. ~~party~~
6. make enemies
7. exercise
8. play soccer
9. go on dates
10. play monopoly

I'm suppose to be doing homeworkS.
An essay.
Accounts.
& i've lost tracks of my other homeworks.
haha.

I think i'm in trouble.
Emotionally troubled.
Pat will know!
hahaha.
Oh no, it's a sin.

It's been a looong time since my bf date me out.
what a loser. (kidding)
HAHAHA.
I'm so mean.
But it's true eh..

I mean, he does not fulfill his duties as a bf.
So, i google-d 'What a boyfriend should do for you?'.

The Results.

1. Everything..He should be willing to do any and everything for you.

2. When she walks away from you mad
(Follow her)

When she stare's at your mouth
(Kiss her you idiot)

When she pushes you or hit's you
(Grab her and dont let go)

When she start's cussing at you
(Don't cuss back and make her feel worse,
just deal with it for the time being)

When she's quiet
(Ask her whats wrong,
but not a billon times when she says nothing)

When she ignore's you
(Give her your attention)

When she pull's away
(Pull her back)

When you see her at her worst
(Tell her she's beautiful)

When you see her start crying
(Just hold her and dont say a word)

When you see her walking
(Sneak up and hug her waist from behind)

When she's scared
(Protect her)

When she lay's her head on your shoulder
(Tilt her head up and kiss her)

When she steal's your favorite shirt
(Let her keep it and sleep! with it for a night)

When she tease's you
(Tease her back and make her laugh)

When she doesnt answer for a long time
(Reassure her that everything is okay)

When she look's at you with doubt
(Back yourself up)

When she say's that she like's you
(She really does more than you could understand, completly true)

When she grab's at your hands
(Hold her's and play with her fingers)

When she bump's into you
(Bump into her back and make her laugh)

When she tell's you a secret
(Keep it safe and untold)

When she looks at you in your eyes
(Don't look away until she does)

When she misses you
(She's hurting inside)

When you break her heart
(The pain never really goes away)

When she says its over
(She still wants you to be hers)

by Skyla

3. this is damn funny.
http://www.thisisby.us/index.php/content/what_it_really_means_when_you_become_a_quot__boyfriend_quot

i'm BORED!
how can a person marry the same guy for the rest of her life?
as quoted by my 2nd sis with a disgusted face, 'Marriage is selfish. Having to be stuck with one person with the rest of your life?'

she said that because she just broke up with her bf. -.-
and probably because the guy doesnt wanna marry her...

2008-07-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

Stupid things happened yesterday.
I think it was a result of the three of us wearing the same coloured tops.
RED.

What happened to Wen Ting?
Fell sick.
Temperature 38.4 degrees celsius.
Could not go home as test started at 5.15pm.
So, she had to tolerate the air-conditioned room.

What happened to Pat?
She was strolling to the bus stop to go to school.
With her laptop thrust to her chest with her arms supporting the laptop.
Out of a sudden, she saw something that looked like a caterpillar on her hand.

She freaked out causing her laptop to fly upwards and then hit the floor and rolled.
Turned out that the 'caterpillar' was her fake lash. -.-
She tried to switch her laptop on.
It was working well but the display showed a black screen.

What happened to me?!!
I woke up earlier than usual.
After i shower and changed, i had a lot of time.
A lot of free time to notice a white pouch on the dining table.

So, as a busybody, i took out its content.
There was this electric-toothbrush lookalike.
and the tip looked like an eyebrow brush.
So, i switched it on and tried it on my eyebrow.

I was like, "What the hell is this for?"
So, I read the manual.
The part on 'shaving' scared the hell out of me.
I looked back at the tip of the thing.
There was hair!
MY EYEBROW~

i looked into the mirror.
and...

look at the left eyebrow!

i had to draw my eyebrow in order to go to school w/o embarassment.
stupid shaver.

just some random photos taken yesterday.

Today, Wen Ting couldn't join us for school.
She was sick!
Let's look on the bright side.
The three of us scored very well for STATS CA2!!

97/100, 96/100 & 93/100.

we shall go to university tgt.
haha.

& yes..
i had to entertain Pat all day because Wen Ting was not in school.
haha.
& i had to ask Pat to shut up at some point.
so mean.. =)

Our DBMS teacher asked me & Pat to standby for dont know what where we had to be formally dressed on Tuesday.
I think we were told to speak in Malay.
omg.
how uh?

Saya berasa bangga untuk menjadi sebahagian dari kors(course) ini kerana....

what am i going to say.
maybe we will be on television.
ARGH!

malay?
why malay?

2008-07-20T18:44:00.003+08:00

Fuck OK!
i wrote an entry so long & my laptop HANGED!
cb.
nb.

here i go again, with much less enthusiasm.

the camera i'm currently using.
a gift from my eldest sis to me.
quite out-dated, i think.
who cares.

SATURDAY & SUNDAY

After so much hesitation whether i shd go out or not, i decided to go out.
Haha.
Met Pat & Shi Lin at Bugis.
I reached there around 10pm.
Pat got a shock from this guy tapping her shoulder.
Her reaction was priceless.

Ate some noodles at Toast Box.
We were one of the last customers there.
BLABLABLA.

I looked awful & ugly that day.
So, keep the insults to yourself.

me, cant be bothered with grooming.

Pat, Shi lin

After 3 cancellations on whether we are going drinking or not, we decided to go.
Pat made a few phone calls & off we went to Clarke Quay and wait for the rest.
Me & Pat strolled through Clarke Quay for 1.5hours until they came.
Soon, we got sick & tired of each other.
haha.

Bumbed into 2nd sis' friends.
Bumbed into Rohit.
Bumbed into Nur Hakim.

So, 1.5 hours later, they came.
It was 1.30am by then.
Initially wanted to drink at Sahara but they closes at 3am.
So, we ended up in this cinone pub.

Depressing songs, depressing-looking people.
No dancing.
No english songs.
Not even RnB.

The guys decided to open a bottle of Martell.
I wanted Vodka desperately but I had no say.
Because eventually, it's the guys who have to pay, not me.
So, i was fine with martell.
Didn't drink that much.
Not a big fan of Martell.

Left the scene around 4am.
Me, Pat & Mel took NR back home.
I decided to sleep over at Pat's crib.
We took NR to Holland V and then took cab.

Upon our arrival, we didn't really felt sleepy.
So, we took pictures.
Normal & silly pictures.
I brought along my sis' cotton on pajamas!
whahaha.
we only slept at 6am.

Obscene.

I look like a cow.

Cow & Piglet.

Cotton On pajamas rocks.

Pat has polaroid camera, action sampler camera and this weird looking camera.
I'm amazed.

Woke up at 1.30pm.
Bought brunch from Bukit Timah Plaza.
Slacked, slacked and slacked.
Marathon F.R.I.E.N.D.S dvd.

Soon, we got bored and decided to bake some cookie/biscuits.

the icing.

the dough.

our star shapes a bit funny.

So, we end up slacking again.
Played with the Osim U-Zap.
My tummy was burning when i used it.
Never buying it.
haha.

Left from Pat's house soon after more slacking.
Reached home around 10pm.

MONDAY

Woke up so early to perm my hair.
In preparation for the later part of the day.
Dinner&Dance.

Pat was called a Bimbo by our Maths teacher.
was damn funny.

Randomly sang 'It's so romantic~' causing a stranger to laugh at us.
Me and Wen Ting finds it fun to disturb Pat.
We were mean.
But we love each other.
haha.

Had a Pizza session for CD class.
So fun.
So relaxing.
We ordered 8 pizzas.
Ordered some soft drinks.

Wen Ting emo.

I swear Wen Ting look 10million times better in real life.

They look as if they are doing a presentation.

The class.

Left school at 4pm.
Reached work , accompanied by Aman & Sufi, around 5pm.
Everyone had to gather there before boarding the bus.
Took a few photos at the store.

Yan.

Nazri.

I forgot her name.

Koh Wee.

Uma, Nazri, Haziq.

I only know the middle one is called Ann.

The dinner&dance was held at The Arena, Clarke Quay.
Theme: Olympics.
So everyone had to wear something related to the theme.
I can't be bothered so i wore a polo tee.

IT WAS GREAT.

It was my first time in The Arena.
i love everything about the club.
very sophisticated yet have the fun element in it.
Love the details on the huge mirrors.
The place was quite big.
Around Zouk's size.

&& FREE FLOW OF DRINKS.
i was a happy employee.
because the company booked the whole club, the drinks were free.
Ranging from Non-alcoholic to alcoholic drinks.
haha.

I drank only 4 Vodka Orange & 2 Whiskey something.
It was waaaay better than drinking Martell.
Sorry, but i damn Martell so much.
HAHA.

The lucky draw was amazing.
The prizes they gave out was amazing.
LCD television.
Grand Piano.
Barbie Doll Collector's item.
Ferrogamu(i dont know if its spelt right) cash vouchers.
& more.

Had buffet dinner.

Soon, 11pm, I left the scene with Mariana, Naz & Haziq.
I was quite high but sober.
Dropped my bag for no reasons.
Left my wallet in the toilet and realised it's disappearance only when i wanted to tap my ezlink.
But an honest, kind cleaner gave the wallet to me when i was running towards the toilet.

Having doubts on whether i was sober or not, Haziq & Naz tested me.

THEM: What country flag is this? (waving a Germany flag)
ME: (confidently) ITALY!

THEM: What is 49 X 47?
ME: umm. (think and think and think)
THEM: Sudah sudah (enough enough)

But i was definitely 100% not drunk.
I have become a good drinker week by week.

Happy Faizul.

Yaaaaaaaam Seeennnnnnnggggggggggg.

Look at my hair! =)

Naz, Zaini, Reyhan.

Me, Naz, Beheaded Zaini, Haziq.

Me & Zaini's gf whom i knew for only 5 minutes.

NEVERMIND the armpit, ppl!

Soon, i reached home and cant be bothered to bath or change.
So....
BAM!

Wen Ting: 'Eee. Porn!'
Me: I was wearing a tube.... -.-

TUESDAY

I never fail to come late for econs class!!
3 minutes late considered as late!!
Other tutors usually give us 10 to 15 mins allowance.
But econs?!!

ARGH!
Why must there be obstacles hindering me from loving econs!!

Just as i was about to relax as the day was quite peaceful, econs test came to mind!!
It will be held on this thursday & i havent studied!
damn. damn. damn.

i will screw u econs.
i will brutally handle you today & tmr.
BRUTALLY!!! >=(

2008-07-18T21:29:00.000+08:00

hello ppl.
finally, a day where i can really rest and get enough sleep!
why?
PACC test over.
Presentation over.
Statistic test finally over!

& guess what ppl?
it was easy peasy cheesy.
okay.
it was farking easy that the probability of me getting 90marks is 0.7.
ok.. maybe 0.8.

& u know what...
my econs result was out three or two days ago.
i got 81%!~
quite cool uh.
my hardwork was well-deserved.

today, school started at 10am.
i thought 9am then school start.
so, i woke up at 7am.
when i was about to go out at 8am, i checked my timetable..
so, i watched FRIENDS from 8am to 9am.
just nice.

took 185 instead of taking train.
bumbed into Navin, Pat, Elaine & Disgusting Guy all at once.
Pat was shocked that i was early.
i'll vow to reach school early!

upon reaching the classroom, teacher gave us Dove Armicelli each.
so nice~
school ended at 3pm.
stats test started at 5.15pm.
during the interval, the whole class went to an empty classroom and so called 'did our revision'.

me & pat.

loner.. hahahaha.

here comes my opponent.

adui.. impression: trying to smile but was in pain.

even Benjamin was suffering..

liling was strong maybe because of my banana milk.
the banana milk that is having a 2 for $2 promotion in 7-11.
promotion ends 22nd July!

i made Pat stuck on 'Mon amour Mon Ami' song.
tmr, we're going drinking!
FREE drinking.
life is so wonderful..
asked sinyi along but she will be working.
so, ppl out there.. who wants to join, give me a call.
invitation is limited to my gfs & bfs only.
FREE ppl, FREE...

more peeps = more fun.
and the best part of it is that it is boyfriend excluded~!
hahahha.
i'm so mean.
mean= (n+1)/2

2008-07-16T22:32:00.000+08:00

Saturday..
was lazy to go out but made an effort to lift up my buttocks from the sofa.
showered, packed and off to take bus 30.
went ecp for class bbq with Navin.
i was so confident and told Navin that the bus will stop exactly at east coast.
turned out, i was wrong..(as usual)

so, we took another bus from bedok interchange.
blablabla.

played some balls.
didn't play volleyball though.
but i definitely played football.
very fun.
actually, it made my day.

bbq-ed..
i love the sambal stingray.
very damn nice.
ms ong yang yang came.
soon after, mr ben cho, came but left.
we met ms ong yang yang's children.

she's the most kind teacher i've ever had!
& i wanna learn from her.
i know all my classmates would agree!
she's too nice..
may god bless her and her family.

why am i so deep?

so, here are the pictures.

Yun Sen.

everyone was sweaty..

trying so hard to pose as if it was a candid shot.

look guys, i got us more helium!
& that's Pearlyn, my lesbian partner.

homosexuality IS contagious! nah. just kidding.

.... guess, i wasn't kidding afterall

my two favourite guys in class!

we played truth or dare.
was kindda lame but the truth definitely shocked me.
didn't regret going.
left ecp at midnight, like cinderella.
but this cinderella took a cab instead.

was late to meet bf at marina square as i thought he already booked the movie tix.
i ended up playing pool with bf, haq & ain.
i sucked at playing pool.

after playing pool, we took a cab to Plaza Sing & took the 2am movie.
we watched 'Hancock'.
not bad but a bit weird.

cabbed back to yishun & zZZzZzzzzZz.
woke up by a call from work.
it was 3.30pm.
my supervisor asked me where i was.
he told me that i shd be at work at 2pm.
i SWEAR i didn't know that i was suppose to work.

as i was still groggy, i think i told him that 'i dont wanna go'.
he kept quiet for a while & then said okay.
haha.
i tried to get back to sleep but couldn't!!
damn.

left yishun around 5pm and headed home to study for PACC!!
CA2.
why so fast one uh?
CA after CA.
anyway, SP = Singapore Poly = Sure Pass.
i have nth to worry about.
haha.

study, study, study.
bf told me he wanted to come over.
so, i waited and waited.

by 2am, i gave up on waiting and slept.
when i was about to disengage my mind, body and soul from the world, he came.
nabey.
so, anyway, entertain him for a while & then pass the responsibility of entertaining him to my laptop while i went to a deep sleep.

woke up at .... idk.
then, went to school.
lectures..
tutorials..

PACC CA2: 5.15pm to 6.15pm.
Work: 6pm to 11pm.

u tell me how i want to go to work on time??
so, PACC was a bitch!
really!!
somehow, it was difficult.
I was IQ challenged!

after it was over, rushed to work.
blabla..
work..
blabla..
go home.

yesterday was not bad..
only that, our group met to discuss on the presentation for TODAY.
it was no doubt a loong day.
end around evening.

i reach home, i slept straight away.
woke up at 3am...
did case studies and cosmetics on slides for the project.
did final touch up.
met the group in school at 8am.
half an hour early before the real presentation starts.

we were so nervous.
why?
because it carries a 40% weightage.
so much ley.

our group presentation's was quite rocky at the start but ended up in a not bad way.
haha.
anyway, i bought happy meal for breakfast from mac.
i got a myscene doll.
played with it when the other groups were presenting.
thank god.

so, fast forward, here i am.
still not showered yet..
and it's MIDNIGHT.
so lazy to bath la!!

peace & bath.

2008-07-12T06:31:00.002+08:00

TUESDAY
reach home from school around 5.30pm.
watched tv til 6.30pm.
apparently, i fell asleep.
as i was going to have work at 8pm later on, i wanted to set the alarm to 7.15pm before going to sleep.
so, i went to sleep and woke up exactly at 8pm!!
i checked the alarm and found out that i had set it to 3am instead.

it was an analog alarm clock.
so, i guess i made a mistake.
digital alarm clock doesn't work on my weird way of sleeping.
because i tend to snooze and snooze and snooze.
analog alarm clock will keep ringing til u can't stand them and it rings very loud.

anyway, i was late for work.
stock-take was fun!
a lot of outsiders came.
some minahs with a mixture of chinese ppl with nth to do from 8pm to 3am.
for once, i was proud to wear the uniform.
because the outsiders were not considered staffs.
they are only staffs for a day.
and i felt superior.

one of the outsiders showed attitude and was an ah beng.
got fucked and chased out by Gary.
i didn't know Gary was fierce.
so, all the staffs had the right to dismiss outsiders who are not working properly.
whahahaha.

everyone had Boon Lay's Nasi Lemak for supper.
those who stayed after 3am had subway.
food & drinks provided.
Jurong Point at 2am was scary.

oh.
every staff and outsiders were given a sticker with their name on it.
the staffs was given nicknames instead.
i was given 'barbie'.
so, ppl kept calling me pig in malay.

it was retarded.

retards.

WEDNESDAY
suppose to have school from 10am til 3pm.
haha.
considering that i sleep like a pig, i didn't go to school.
i only went to school at 3pm for my course(DFI) UOB trip.
and i ran from dover mrt to business school like a mad girl cos the bus was leaving.
as i board the bus, i looked like a mad person breathing in and out heavily.

all of us signed an agreement with UOB that we are not suppose give out any confidential information.
all i have to say is that the data centre, the only bomb-prove centre in Singapore, ROCKS!!!
it's like nothing i've ever seen before in my entire life.
hmm.
if u watched 'get smart', the data centre is something like that but COOL-ER
that's all i can say.
i can't mentioned what technology and what they do and what made it bomb-proof.
it was like entering into a secret lab.

learnt a lot of things.

reached home around 7pm.
nth interesting happened after that, from what i remember.

THURSDAY & FRIDAY
school from 9am to 2.30am.
i had group project after school and it was fun.
let the pictures explain.

daniel & patricia.

wen ting looks like a ghost.

group mates.

caught candid.
me w/o make-up.

project meeting ended around 6pm.
reached home around 7pm.

the house was in a mess.
sweep and mopped and did the laundry.
did statistics homework.

got ready for zouk.
met val at tiong bahru mrt.

i was entitled to bring one friend as my sis had a limited vacancy in the guest list.
supposedly, it should be sinyi.
turned out she couldn't make it.
then i asked patricia.
she was so fickle minded that i went ahead with asking Val.
of course, as Val had clubbed 10,00 times more than me, she said yes.

& Pat was still fickle-minded.

so, anyway, only me & val went.
it was femme quest 2008.
a lesbian party.
what makes it cooler is that it's not an underage party!
i nvr went to an underage party & never will.

as my 2nd sis was crowned as the previous femme quest winner, she was the one who had to pass the crown to the new winner.
i laughed when my sis dropped the crown on the stage before even passing it on.
how unglam.

the host or shd i say hostess was Jeda, a transvestite or bapok who won the miss queen international beauty pageant at KL.
she's pretty but had muscular body.
i was told that she was the first Singaporean to win the pageant.
i didn't know whether i shd be proud or not.

my 1st sis, her fiancee, my auntie and her husband came around 11.30pm but they were seated at the members' area while me and Val got bored with the pageant and went to great world city to buy instant noodles as we were hungry.
that's a very long sentence.

came back at the right time when the stage was cleared and the party started.
did i tell you that Olinda Cho was one of the judges?
did i tell you that the director of Cream Bistro who i founf out was gay was also one of the judges?
did i tell you that apparently, the head of events of Zouk made out with her lesbian partner right in front of my eyes?
it's a flirting that i've nvr seen before.

so, anyway, we went up to the members' area and danced with my two sis and aunt.
it was so fun as we felt like royalty.

Val's and my drinks were on my 2nd sis.
after 2 round of drinks, we partied like hell on the dancefloor.
of course, that was after my 1st sis and aunt and their partners left.
lesbians and gays everywhere.
my 2nd sis was disastrous.
don't wanna elaborate.

thank god, i wasn't wild like her.
so, while party-ing, a not-too-disgusting-looking-young chinese butch named Jino talked to me.

Jino: hi, i'm Jino.
me: (i felt like making fun of her and say 'i'm cino') i'm atika.
Jino: ur friend? (pointing at Val)
Me: ya.
Jino: where's ur girlfriend?
Me: (panicked & pointed at Val. thank god, coincidently, val was crossing her arm & looked a bit angry. haha.)
Jino: oops.

followed by an awkward silence.
5 seconds later, me & val went to the ladies and ran away from Jino.
told Val what happened in the loo.
oh.
& the loo...
two girls going into a cubicle at one time.
it was an eye-opening homosexuality experience anyway.
& dykes went to the gents toilet.

upon exiting the ladies.
another young malay butch smiled and this time, talked to Val.
i didn't heard their conversation as it was noisy.
but turn out that the butch wanted her number and asked whether she was straight and asked what relationship Val had with me.
instead of saying that we're lesbians(like i did to save our ass-es) , she told her that we were cousins.
in the end, Val gave an old number to her .

and it went on and on.
with straight guy wondering we were straight or not.
gays on the dancefloor was very weird.
as in guy gays.
messiah shd have come!
he initially wanted to tag along but didn't.
haha.

EVERYTHING WAS WEIRD.
but i had fun dancing with dearest, Val.

party ended at 4am.
talked to 2nd sis soccer friends who coincidently was there while waiting for 2nd sis to come out and give me cabfare.
she gave me cabfare.
her 'bestfriend' gave Val a portion of cabfare too.

reached home around 5am.
BAM!
school started at 10am which means i had only 4 hours of sleep.
this time i had a strategy on how to set the analog alarm clock so that i could wake up.

you know analog clock, won't stop making noise til you have to get up and hit on them.
i set it to 7.30am.
i only heard it at exactly 9am.
which means... it rang from 7.30am to 9am & i was dead.. sleeping away.

i reached school before 10am and before the tutor came.
all my classmates were shocked.
it was my FIRST time coming early for school.
Pat couldn't believe it either.

of course i couldn't be bothered as i was shagged.

school ended at 2.30pm.
project meeting.
randomly asked strangers for opinions whether Capital Punishment is necessary.
project meeting ended.

took 185 home.
slept in the bus.
i prayed that i wouldn't snore in the bus.
woke up just before it reached my bus stop.
i think i reached home around 5pm.

slept......til......

SATURDAY
woke up at 5.30am!
take that, atika!
& that's the reason why i'm blogging in the morning.
dont know what time to go ecp later for class bbq.
Val will be working at ecp later.
yea!

finally, going to kick balls later with my classmates as they will be bringing a soccer ball.
another reason why i paid $10 and attending the class outing was the FOOD.
all-i-can-eat bbq-ed food.

nickelodeon in the morning is not that bad.
rugrats.
hey arnold.
hi-5.
blues clues.
dora the explorer.
go diego go!.

nickjr is better than disney's playhouse, in my opinion.
nickjr's cartoon characters are usually human-beings.

i'm ending this VERY LONG post here.
peace.

2008-07-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

i love you, bf.

SUNDAY
slept at 3+am

MONDAY
woke up at 8am, school til 5pm, worked from 6pm til 11pm, econs need to be done!

TUESDAY
school from 10am til 4.30pm, work from 8pm til 3am (no, i'm not a bartop dancer)

WEDNESDAY
school from 10am til 3pm.. then, project meeting!

THURSDAY
school from 9am til 2.30pm.
project meeting again, i guess.
ZOUK!!

FRIDAY
school from 10am til 3pm.
sleep like a pig after school.

SATURDAY
east coast park!
maybe sahara... maybe..

SUNDAY
bf day.

just felt like writing everything down so that i can have a better overview of this week.
i'm damn shagged.
how the hell am i going to do econs.
knn.
UGH.
cbcbcbcb.

i'm so lazy to bath...
i'm so lazy to shutdown this laptop..
i'm so lazy to do something to wen ting's IC...
i'm so lazy to scan statistics qns..

and now i end.
i love u, bf.

2008-07-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

Today, class starts at 10am.
I woke up late.
Reached school around 12.20pm?
Missed statistics.

I really need to be PUNCTUAL for all classes.
It's always me who will be very late.
ONLY ME!

here's more to yesterday's pictures.

knock knock jokes.

we are cute.

playing a stupid game.

DBMS class was a-ok.
but the classroom stinked.
something was wrong with the air-conditioner.
was listening attentively in class until justin played gta.
it distracted me a bit.

Jeremy was playing Pokemon.
how very disturbing.
now, i appreciate sitting on the front seats when in class.

for lunch, i had an ice-cream cone from mac.
had to walk 319730974km to get to the other end of the SP.
and then walk back to business school again.

PACC lecture was useless as i didn't pay any attention.
i kept snapping pictures.

wen ting.

pat working very hard for PACC.. for a moment.
& i captured the moment.

JADE bangle!
i'm hitched to jade stuffs.
i dont know why.
bought in from TAKA jewellery for half-price.

despite negative comments like 'u look like a grandma', i still love jade.

was so happy after lecture to have my beancurd riceballs.
when i get to the stall, my day was spoiled.
the auntie was damn rude la.
talk to me as if i was deaf!

rude aunty - 'HOW MANY? TWO AR?!!'
me - 'ONE!!!!!!'

rude aunty - 'THE BOY WAS HERE FIRST, NOT YOU'
me - 'CANNOT TALK NICELY IS IT?'

i know the dialog doesn't look that rude but believe me she was shouting at me for no reason.
i just wanted to buy my stupid beancurd la!
Argh!
Nevermind.
Got retribution.

i ended school at 3pm.
went for group discussion and told the group that i had to leave at 4pm.
i was supposed to meet Elaine at 4pm.

at 4pm, i waited and waited and waited at the bus stop for her.
pat accompany me.
thanks!
so, we waited for approximately 40minutes.
Pat couldn't take it and i let her go home.
haha.

so, i waited alone..
10 minutes later, the VIP finally came!
ARGH!!!!
but i don't blame her la.

went to Suntec for stock-take inventory training.
Ah pui, Nazri, Eileen soon joined.
It was a quite entertaining lecture and practical.
haha.

ended around 9+pm.
me, elaine, nazri and ah pui ate at marina's square foodloft.
we all had Nasi Ayam Penyet!
So nice...

Ah pui went home while the three of us walked to Clarke Quay as we had nothing to do.
I really enjoyed the views.
It's been a long time since i went out like that even though it only lasted less than an hour.
we took our own sweet time walking and talking nonsense.

i wondered why my bf is so unromantic.
i finally got the answers to why i feel insecured.
the answer is that he's a part-time bf.
& a full-time national servicemen.

talked and talked and talked.
snapped a few pictures.

Nazri looked much more prettier than both of us!

2008-07-04T01:38:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SCHOOL!
despite the fact that you'll get an A if you scored at least 80 marks and not 75!
it's not fair, people.

i know i've said it so many times but here it goes again.
I LOVE MY CLASSMATES!
let me make it clearer.

SELECT classmates, school
FROM blog
WHERE singapore polytechnic IS NOT NULL
GROUP BY classmates
HAVING classmates = PAT AND WEN TING

ok.
maybe not that clear.
but as long as they understand, it's fine.

hmm.
results?
still haven't got back econs and stats results.

MATHS - A
DBMS - B+
PACC - B

yup.
i really hope i do well in econs and stats.
& fyi, i hate hate B grades.
they are so irritating.
i want A not B!
i'm so demanding.
that means demand curve will shift to the right.

so, anyway, i mentioned about being nice right?
it didn't actually worked out in school.
but it worked out at home!

i shared my macdonald's kung fu panda meal with my younger sister.
& i was so right about karma.
an hour later, my neighbour knocked on my door, offering us a big slice of chocolate cake.
i knew it was worth it!
the cake got flower somemore.

i was motivated to be more nice.
maybe i'll own a chocolate factory for being super duper nice.

mira bubble me.
val bubble me.
haha.
it's ok.
i'm becoming to be more understanding(& nice...).

since both plans were cancelled, decided to accompany bf's mom at home(being nice yet again).
i end up sleeping on the sofa(not so nice, i guess).
oh well.
i thought i had so much to blog about.
maybe i forgot some.

my memory is limited.
128mb.
can't blame me for being born like that.

doreen who recently reached singapore, wen ting, atika, pat & introducing, her bag!

pat & HER BAG, ming yuan, atika, wen ting.

me, aku, wo, .....

more pictures in wen ting and pat's blog.
links available on the left hand side of this fabulous webpage

2008-07-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

2008-07-01T01:39:00.000+08:00

First day of school.
really had the blues to the core.
especially when u got to sleep for 2 hours.
& when monday happens to be a loooong day.

soccer!
supported germany because they're blondes.
brunettes won, of course.
torres scored.

got my pacc results back.
im quite ok with a B.
but i really do want an A+.
i want to get into a university!

i can't bear to look at my stats results.
it's the hardest paper and i'll bet a million monopoly dollars to all of you that i'm going to get a VERY disappointing result.
ARGH.

who cares...
i do.

however tiring and restless school may be today, nothing beats the company of my two gorgeous and self-conscious classmates!

anyway, i really want to go out with my friends!
they are:
1. Mira, Sinyi, Put, Rusydi.
2. Gg, Zul, Fazil, Noreen.
3. Val!
4. Pat & Wen ting.
5. Pool sessions with aman& friends.

and i found out something.
the only thing that's stopping me is either tests, work or MONEY.
and money plays a big part in going out.
i wanna be a billionaire!
then i'll treat all of u guys for a spa and retail therapy!

i wanna get away from a serious relationship world to world of friends&friends&friends.
that means i've gotta ignore BF.
haha.
padan muker.

So, anyway, Fazil told me that i look like a pornstar named Lily Thai.
1. I dont know whether that was an insult or a compliment.
2. He was so detailed. lily thai? what?!!

2008-06-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

let's talk about aliens!

i'm currently watching 'UFO files' on the history channel.

it's very interesting.

way interesting than amy winehouse punching one of her fans.

aliens actually exists.

i didn't actually believe about the phenomenon.

however, they actually interviewed the abductees.

they abducted these victims to perform some experiments.

these abductees were coma-cised (not an official word), meaning they were kept still by the aliens.

the aliens brought them to their world.

a man abductee remembered an alien (perhaps female) performed sexual intercourse on him.

it also happened to a female abductee.

both of them concluded that it was for some research.
and they were sent back to earth, with no memories of the abduction.

then, the female abductee got pregnant and was abducted again.

the aliens took the baby and sent her back to earth.

then, 9 years later, the female abductee... ok, let's call her Emily.. Emily was abducted yet again.

this time, the aliens left her in a room with her daughter.

the abductees, i think, only recalled about the abduction when they went for hypnotherapy.

anyway, before i make this post BORING, i should stop blabbering about aliens.

i have a secret.

I LOVE DOCUMENTARIES.

i think they are very interesting and knowledgable.

and is useful and all the other positive points that geeks would agree to.
i dont care if u wanna call me a geek.

so, back to the non-geek world.

2008-06-28T02:02:00.000+08:00

ok.
finally, i went out.
yesterday, was fun fun fun!
went out with sinyi and mira.
it was a no paper day.
no more mugging.
just me, gfs and town.
haha.

i had statistics paper today.
& my day started rough.
haha.
sort of.

after having only 4 hours of sleep, i forced myself to wake up and hit the the notes.
i went out the house in a rush with a selekeh face.
board the bus and ezlink had no value.
then i thought 'OH SHIT!'.
i didnt know my exam venue.

& as most friends shd know, my line was cut.
so, no outgoing smses and calls.
the thought of me going into each and every class to check whether i have the right venue was just sickening.
i panicked a little.
went to top up my ez link...
& poof! aman was there.

so, i borrowed his phone and called wen ting for the venue.
thank god.
and guess what?
i accidentally dropped aman's phone.
what a nice way to say thank u.

while i was using his phone, i asked him to hold on to mine cos it was quite irritating at the moment.
i returned his phone and bid goodbye.
tapped in.
stepped on the escalator.
1 seconds.
2 seconds.
3 seconds.
i ran down the escalator like a mad girl.
and went back to aman just to ask whether my handphone was with him or not.
it turned out that it was in my bag, indicating that i did the escalator stunt for nothing.

i was so messed up.
kanchiong~
i was running late.

& indeed i was late.
3 minutes late.
haha.

the paper was very bitchy..
8 marks for a qn that should be worth 2marks?
if i get the qn right, then 8 marks awarded.
but if i get it wrong?
8 marks gone..
how cool..

when i was walking to dover mrt on the way back home, there were two group of guys, approximately 50m away from each other, went cheering at me when i walked past them.
so, 2 different cheers in 10 seconds.
i could hear the cheering with my earpiece on.
i was alone.
& i was embarrassed...twice!
everyone else stared at me.

i looked down and continued my journey back home.
went back home and boom! i slept.
bf was still sleeping when i reached home.
lazy lazy bum!

went to work at 6pm.
things were messy.
but end up smooth.

got my pay.
paid my bills.
YES, EVERYONE.
MY LINE IS ACTIVATED.
i would like to thank pat, wen ting, mira and sinyi for allowing me to use their phones in times of emergency.
oh.. and not forgetting aman.
haha.

tmr working!
ARGH!

2008-06-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

feeling down?

here's some videos to make your day.

monday - PACC

tuesday - economics

wednesday - DBMS and maths

thursday - null

friday - statistics

YEAA~!!!

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO!

2008-06-23T14:00:00.000+08:00

i realized my blog is song-less.
so, here's one.

2008-06-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

my hands are bloody itchy.
suddenly, out of nowhere, i feel like blogging.
maybe i'm too lonely.
maybe a tiny symptom of depression.

HAHA.

haiz..
ok.
so, im done with three chapters.
two more to go!

somehow, mugging rocks!

bfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbfbf.
nonononononononono.

here's a list of ppl who suddenly re-surfaced.
& im glad they did... sort of..
1. Hilmi
2. Fazil
3. Syed Ahmad
4. Noreen
5. 2nd sis
6. Yi Yong

ppl who needs to be re-surfaced.
1. GFs & a BF!
2. BF!
3. Pat&WenTing
4. Val!

i seriously have nothing to talk about.
this mind of mine is too contained with PACC.
PACC= Principles of ACCounting.
=(

maybe i had too much practices in www.myaccountinglab.com.
When i entered that website, the website name looked so inspiring.
"The power of practice" !
haha.
i think i know what the power of practice can lead me to....
...CRAZINESS!

aku pening.

2008-06-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

men.
or shd i say boys.
they just love to keep breaking your heart into pieces.
and then they will keep doing it until u feel numb.
best thing ever, they don't and won't feel any tinge of remorse.

let's just say, they suck!

i won't care about him.
i will only care about my studies.
complete.

2008-06-20T02:07:00.000+08:00

so, i went to city plaza AGAIN! with 2nd sis.

she did another 55 strands.

at a diferent shop, though.

much better shop but it was filled with china ppl.

after that, went to picturehouse and watched get smart.

very very funny!

i broke into laughter for no reasons after the movie..

cos the scenes kept repeating and repeating in my head.

someone said im beautiful.

inside and out.

i was flattered la.

but then i think back.

am i?

i think im turning into a bitch.

it's something pat and wen ting will understand.

haha.

i will try to be NICE to YOU ppl out there.

i won't be damn sarcastic and offend YOU ppl out there.

i will try to smile at every soul in public.

i won't gossip about fat and ugly ppl anymore because i believe in karma.

lastly, i won't walk like a bitch!

2008-06-18T15:35:00.000+08:00

i didn't wanna blog.
but the urge won't go away.
so, i guess i'm blogging a bit to shrug off the feeling.

was suppose to study with pat and wen ting but cancelled!
so, i went to accompany my 2nd sis to city plaza to get hair extensions.
it sucked!
haha.
lucky not my hair.

she asked for 145 strands.
$1 per strand.
AND the big-nosed hairdresser who also sucked at doing eyelash extension on me did 80 strands of hair on my sis.
$2 per strand.
wtf right.
so, my sis had every reason to be unhappy.
at last, she concluded, there's karma.
try calculating what amount she paid and what amount she was suppose to pay.

after the extension, we went to watch 'the incredible hulk'!
whee~
it was.. well.. awesome.
the graphics were awesome.
but i hate the ending.
the ending somehow suggested that the next movie will be a collaboration of hulk and iron man.
serious.

because stark appeared at the ending of hulk movie.
and stark industries appeared at the starting of the movie.

enough blogging.
i took one week off not to blog but to study!
and apparently, yesterday i did no studying except for reviewing notes!
argh!
no!
ok.
bye.

2008-06-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

anyway, i've got alot of things in mind to talk about but i forgot.
oh well.

agenda.
1. power rangers.
2. secrets of barney and rat in the hat.
3. spca.
*mind blank*
*still blank*
4. google-d myself
5. 16 months anniversary
6. father's day

these 5 buggers came to my store on saturday, making a public appearance at 1pm, 3pm and 5pm.
i didnt know they were coming.
so, when two customers asked me whether they're coming, i literally laughed and said no, that's impossible.

i was working around 2plus and the fcuker on the extreme right of the picture aka green ranger snooped at me from behind.
so, when i turned, i was so damn shocked la.
firstly, it's because i'm used to turning and see human beings.
secondly, he was like 20cm near me.

by witnessing my reaction, the non-human being laughed at me.
i feel like slapping him.
oh.
and pink ranger really does have boobs and wear skirt.

see the similarities?
PURPLE~
hahaa.
two days back, i was actually socializing with my new colleagues.
then, there was this guy who is an undergrad.
he's taking psychology and sociology in the next semester.
and i thought it was real cool to study psychology.

little did i know that psychology studies sex.
so, he told me that when i see someone wearing purple-coloured tops, they are sexually deprived.
then i went 'OHH!' like i had an epiphany like that.
so i told them no wonder Barney and Rat in the Hat behave like that.
& everything makes so much sense.

no wonder the songs goes like this 'i love u. u love me. we're a happy family. with a great big hug and a kiss for me to you. wont u say u love me too?' and not 'i wanna fcuk you. you already know'.
i know you'd be thinking what's my point?
read in between the lines and you'll get the idea.
just think about tinky winky too.

& their voices!
sounds very sexually deprived too.
at least hi-5 sounds merrily and at the same time not deprived.

& what's up with bananas in pajamas?
they look like two dicks wearing an out-dated condoms.
UGH!
i realised children shows are damn weird!
does it mean that i'm getting more matured?
omg.
dont even let me start on yo gabba gabba.

next topic!

i'm going to SPCA tomorrow morning!
going to send kak ina's cat for operation.
i dont know what's wrong with her cat.
bf's mom also want to find a dog to adopt so that sha sha won't be socially-doggy deprived.
do you know that dog has body odour when they grow old?
they do.

maybe i can bumb into my ex-cats, Mos'def, Nelly, Lady J, Missy, Fuzzy and Sakura there.
& i just love animals.
they are so cute no matter how ugly they can get.
doraemon' s not bad.
i hate hello kitty, though.
big bird's not cute.
just too big.

and to show my support for SPCA, i adopted a virtual pet over at their website.
it's much more real than neopets.

i google-d myself!
hahaha!
i was surprised la.
when i entered 'atika', the first thing was a picture of an european atika half-naked with a also half-naked guy fondling her.
so, for once, i'm glad the atika wasn't me!

next, talk about atika suri and atika shubert.
some random atikas.

'ATIKA SYSTEM: Adhesives and mechanical closure for baby diapers'
directly copied and pasted.
atika system?
sounds so very weird.

however, when i google-d 'hatreddoll', everything was about me!
wahhaha.
first picture- me!
first website- me!
second and subsequent website- me! me! me!

from my myspace to my blog to my friendster and even my youtube videos came out.
i don't know why i'm so proud also.
oh well..

anyway, atikathi is 16 months old!
i didn't know i can be so dedicated in a relationship.
thumbs up, atika.

so, father's day huh.
celebrated with bf's parents instead.
as you guys DON'T know, my parents recently got a divorce.
and my relationship with my dad is a bit strained.

since i'm much closer to bf's parents instead of mine, decided to spend the day with them.
had late lunch over at sakura northpoint.
lunch was on bf and bf's mom.
ate like a pig and i have a thing for chinese tea already.
just like kak ann.

i think i'm blabbering too much.
i'm so worried.
stop.
stop.
stop.

OH SHIT.
BARNEY'S ON TV NOW!
PLAYHOUSE DISNEY.
RUN.

2008-06-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

guess what.
for the past 3 days 3 nights, my mom and youngest sis wasn't at home.
& still not home yet.
guess guess what.
she's on a freaking holiday!

hello..
i am atika, your daughter.
the least u could do before going on a holiday(which apparently doesn't include me), is tell me.
so that i can ask from u money to survive.

and so.
i did the laundry, wash the dishes, keep the house tidy, threw the garbage and.. COOK!
surprise surprise..
atika can cook.
today i cooked myself a 'ikan masak lemak cili padi'.
fortunately, it really turned out well.
on the other hand, i had diaarhoea!

ok.
so, point noted.
don't cook anymore.
stick to eggs.
my eggs tasted so goood. (sounds wrong...)

well, at work..
something out of the ordinary happened.
a group of guys from other outlets were at my outlet since yesterday to help re-shop the whole store.
anyway, they were being irritating and kept disturbing and giving me funny faces.
when my breaktime came, i had to eat alone.
because, unfortunately, gary doesn't want to eat.
meow.

anyway, i ate at the lunchroom.
everybody does.
and those group of boys were there repacking stuffs.
i knew i was doomed before i got in.
i mean, go in there alone?
so, i said my prayers and went in and pretend that putri, mira, sinyi and rusydi are with me eating.

soon i went in, they striked!
ok.
only one came over and talked to me.
i told him i was attached.
he asked me for my number.
i said, NO!
haha.

u think it stopped there?
nah uh, he wasn't satisfied.
he improvised a tactic on the spot by borrowing my phone and dialled his own number.
to slow readers: he did that to get my number.
so, god was on my side.
actually, m1 was on my side.
my line got terminated and cant do outgoing calls.

and, u know what satisfied me?
his agony!
wahahaha.
anyway, he surprised me by saving his number on my phone instead.
how desperate.

hours later, when i was about to go home, he said with a cheeky face and a hand signal, 6, which looks like a phone, 'call me'.
how sick.
but at the same time funny la.
i did laugh.

bad news, stalker.
good news, he's cute.
more bad news, very gangster type who lives in teck whye.
more good news, i'm not going to call him. DUHH!

my blog has become my new girlfriend.
someone/something who i can talk to about boys.
haha.
finally, i have a girlfriend who/that doesn't whine.
kidding!
actually, quite true la.

2008-06-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

HOME ALONE!
i really feel lonely.

i've been sleeping around 3am-4am almost everyday.
how?
there's no food at home.
thank god i had dinner over at fish&co just now.
it was on kak ina.
& i want to thank bf's mom and kak ina for the emotional support.
not forgetting shub.

wasnt suppose to work today but one of my colleague got sick.
so, i went to the rescue by coming in at 3pm.
& then i felt sick.
so, basically, i worked 3 hours today.
so much for coming to the rescue.

UGH!
i feel so... not complete.
ARGH!
let's stop this silent treatment!!!!!!!!!
talk to me!

2008-06-10T18:35:00.001+08:00

some fun facts..
i was so bored that i filled my brain with knowledge.
www.triviapark.com/quizzes

i really didn't know little red riding hood's was biddy.
i didn't know she has a weird name.

sharks.

this video is so scary..
Yo gabba gabba is a new Nick Jr show.
Although the songs are catchy, it's still weird.
Yo Gabba Gabba is the new teletubbies.

also, check out elijah wood dancing with them!
very very funny.

2008-06-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

i was sick.
& i'm still sick.

two days ago, i slept over bf's place and woke up around 5am, finding myself having flu and just woke up from a nightmares plus noseblock plus flu plus sore throat plus 9 times of going to the loo just to pee really frustrated me.
as a result, i cried like baby.

i barely had enough sleep.
& bf can still be sound asleep.
wth.

one box of tissue was used up by me.
& there was no tissue left for my irritating nose.
so i went to esso by myself and bought 5 boxes of tissue.
and continued blowing my nose till it felt 'pedih'.
haha.

so, for the whole day, i was bed-ridden and took as many medicine as i could.
2 panadol for cold hot remedy.
2 paracetamol for flu.
bf's mom told me to drink japanese green tea w/o sugar.
i drank prendjak tea.
& NONE of these remedies were served by bf!

moral of the story, he didnt take care of me.
only bf's mom did! =(
he still can play soccer somemore lor..
i swear not to give him anymore massages when he complains that his body is aching.

i was supposed to work on monday but apparently, i didnt.
so i did a bit of revision and more of taking care of myself.
today is my off day.
so.. more revising and tv.
i feel better now..
fever gone.
sore throat going to be gone too.
flu is still here.
sometimes, i feel like cutting my nose off.

2008-06-06T02:49:00.000+08:00

BOYFRIEND!!
I MISS YOU! =(

my boyfriend's the best.
hmmph!

2008-06-06T02:40:00.000+08:00

this is a very very weird conversation..

putri was right when she said he is a psycho..
this is the reason why he creeps the hell out of me..
and why we lasted for less than a day?
haha.

*i'm so not gonna talk to him anymore.

2008-06-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

'touch my body' is damn irritating.
it's on mtv right now and the lyrics goes 'touch my body' nonstop.
horny slut..
mrs nickelodeon, if u know wad i mean..
none of my business, anyway..

2nd day of work..
fine.. except tat Suba gave a surprise visit which resulted me in not doing work properly..
working at my current workplace(note tat i DO NOT wanna mention where i'm working at) is so far a place that i'm not noisy at..
i'm so anti-social la.
i'm surprised..

anyway, i love aman!!
haha.
just realised tat there's no other better playmate in msn than him(jgn kembang.. and i know playmate sounds wrong).
i started to develop this feeling cos i have been winning..
rather than those minesweeping times..
i love tic-a-tac poker.

i love mira.
i love rusydi.
i love putty.
i love sinyi.
i love val.
i love wen ting.
i love patricia.

i know..
i'm feeling gay right now..
gay as in happy.

h***i can go and die..
serious..
lie and lie and lie..
lie and die rhymes.
not bad..

rihanna's voice is irritating..
ok.
stop loving and criticising, atika.

work ended at 6.30pm.
went to bugis to meet mirame and rusy.
sin yi bubble.
chill at bugis..

somehow, i feel that rusy hated me.
he 'accidentally' dropped my bag and cap on a puddle of water.
i know he did it unintentionally la..
so, i had to dry them with starbucks' serviettes.
wad a mess.
and i accidentally threw my wet serviettes at some guy stranger.
oops.

anyway, no pictures..

2008-06-04T15:57:00.000+08:00

hello wednesday.
agenda.
- work
- friends
- school work
- F.R.I.E.N.D.S

i have to write the agenda to guide me in writing this entry.
i'm a very forgetful person.

so, yesterday was my first day at work.
one thing that sucks is that i need to put on a cap..
=(
other than that, it was plain old work...
lucky for me, there were 2 of my colleagues who are also in SP.
year 1..
like me.. =)

we talked about ppl in our school and stuffs and i had dinner with them.
it was a new environment to me as it's hard to adapt to see familiar faces everywhere.
damn.
the result of working so near to home.
i bumbed into winnie and eileen from IJC soccer team.
they bought a bobo.
oh.. i was assigned to cashier-ing all day..
good thing about this job is tat it's so near to home.

friends...
i miss all my closest friends!!
you know who you are.
& to get in touch with them is by visiting their blogs.
only Rusydi has no blog, from what i know.

STUDIES!!
i'm so worried and guilty of not spending my time revising.
& to make it up to my dear studies, i'll be hitting the books after i'm done blogging.
i love studying.
obstacle: being so very lazy.

I really wanna do well in Polytechnic.
This is to make up to withdrawing from JC.
I wanna prove to myself that i can do it.
Oh.. anyway, poly life is 100 times easier than JC.
but at the same time, it is challenging with all the smart asses in my course.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
I've never been so addicted to F.R.I.E.N.D.S like today.
F.R.I.E.N.D.S never fails to make me laugh.
their joke fits my sense of humour.
haha.
I love Joey, Rachel, Phoebe, Monica, Chandler, Ross.

TO EVERYONE OUT THERE.
IF YOU HAVE DVD OF F.R.I.E.N.D.S, SEASON 1, PLEASE PLEASE KINDLY TELL ME.
I'M ADDICTED TO F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

extra...
songs tat im loving...
- addicted to me
- tired of being sorry

that's all i can think of.
that's weird...

2008-06-02T22:44:00.001+08:00

ANYWAY, IMH!
i'll cut things short.
i lazy to explain what happened at IMH.
so i'll just copy and paste my conversation with aman.

- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: aper bende psl IMH (what is it about IMH?)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: i didnt know it would be R21
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: first bontot aku kene poke poke (my butt got poked)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: tak paham (dont understand)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: by a sound man..
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: sound man?
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: as in opposite of unsound
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: hahaha
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: kat 7-11 imh
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: haha ok
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: then our patients are male patients..
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: mostly old.
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: imh ader 7-11? lol. btol2 mental
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: then?
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: picit start btw (unnecessary)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: kau tau those hospital pants... (u know the hospital pants)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: but its not long pants..
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: ...
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: length of bermudas......
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: 3/4s, yeaa
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: kan sluar ader 2 holes for the legs (u know pants got two holes?)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: yeaa... jgn bantai bush. (don't beat about the bush)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: dorang tk pkai suar dalam... (they didnt wear underwear)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: .........
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: abeh dier kluar kan tu bende. (then they took out the thing)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: and i was traumatised..
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: almost cried...
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: then kau tak complain? (then u didnt complain?)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: wrinkled and wilted..
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: giler sey (crazy sey)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: LOL
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: abehkan (then..)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: lagi satu plak tekencing kat sluar..(got another one pee in his pants)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: WOW.
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: den he undress himself infront of everyone...
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: kenapa pulak class kau pilih imh eh... (why ur class choose IMH?)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: yg tu naseb baik aku tk npk (luckily, i didnt see that)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: ENTAH LA (I DON'T KNOW LA)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: haha
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: class aku sumer npk..(my classmates all saw)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: and they were traumatised...
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: beh kau kat mana? (then, where were you?)
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: eeeeeeeeeeeeee
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: aku tgk org giler nyanyi karaoke.. (i wont translate to u..)
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: haha, k tu at least much better
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: and he was naked behind me.. so i didnt look back
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: SICK sak......
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: DD
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: dangling dick.......
‡٠Hª†®έd Ðº££٠‡ says: UGH!!
- һίмγηaмєίѕяанмaη says: i don't know what to say to someone who's traumatized by insanity and nudity.

seriously, the trip wasn't so bad.
it's just that there are disturbing scenes in between.
karaoke session was suppose to be fun.
at least the patients had fun.
some of the patients are really kind, in a weird way.

my girl classmates was traumatized as their eyes was a virgin before the trip.
wen ting, "i didn't know balls was so black!! why uh??!!"
pat, "it was near and clear"

remains.

buah jambu. (pretty fruit. haha.)

class pic... w/o me.. =(

ok. i dont know which pictures to put out of the three. so, i post all three of them.

smile.

wen ting kept cropping her face off.

clear and near.

2008-06-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm bored.
so..
i'm going to unbore myself.

i'm becoming more vain. seriously.. it's so irritating.

told you i'm bored.

yea. jayden lee sai mun..
so cute.

love is in the air..

oh. i forget to post this one. quite a long time ago when pat and wen ting came over to my crib.

I'M STILL BORED.
CBCBCBCB.

2008-06-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

hello dear readers..
i'm so bored.
i should be studying..
but here am i.

currently at bf's place with his mom while bf is playing soccer downstairs.
i'm going home soon.
yea!
there's no place like home.

tomorrow will be my class visit to IMH.
have i mentioned about it already?
oh well, i'm quite worried actually.

newsflash.
crime scene.
yishun ring road blk 219.
a girl from yishun town secondary school was said to be murdered around this week.
she was said to fall from the 12th floor.
but there was blood from the 12th floor all the way to 6th floor.
so, it had to be a homicide.

the girl was said to be wild, going to parties and all.
then, recently she turned over a new leaf.
and this misfortune fell on her.

bf's friend saw the body.
it was said that both eyes was wide open.
so did the mouth.
what a terrible death..
my condolences to her family.

& guess what..
from what i know, the media didn't report on this incident.
i don't really watch the news anyway..
so, moral of the story: make more friends than enemies.

and watching sin yi hooked on mahjong, my curiousity cannot take it anymore la.
i also want to learn mahjong!!
do we have to learn chinese character to understand?
just wondering..

boyfriend is gonna be in deep shit for coming back home late..
oh!
here he is....

goodnight my dear readers...

2008-05-30T12:51:00.001+08:00

ok..
it's going to be a sad sad post.
well, maybe not sad la.
just a bit emotional.

when i have already move on and busy being happy, there you go filling my memories with the past.
Not that you did it on purpose.. i guess..
When we had the opportunity, you chose the other path.
& now, when i'm so happy and stuff, here you are telling me how u regret about your decision.

Face it.
Life sucks.

You could turn things the other way round but u didn't.
I don't blame you.
You wanted it to happen anyway.
You deserved it.

& me?
Life got better.
I'd better let all the memories stop haunting my peaceful mind.
For now, friends it is.
Or shouldn't i?

ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!

ok..
let me see.
oh!
yesterday.. school ends at 2.30pm.
Went back home... did some assignments..
6 o'clock.. assignments still not completed.. & i was late.

reached parkmall at 7.15pm instead of 6.45pm.
haha.
Val was in a foul mood.
Kept throwing her handphone on the floor.
crazy girl.

we were very early as hip hop class only starts at 8.30pm.
so, we went to the gym.
ran on a treadmill.
Val, being so stubborn, decided to ran on the treadmill when her ankle was already sprained.
Followed by a few whining about painful ankle.
haha.

So, i continued running while she did some other stuff.
Things I worked on yesterday other than running and losing 100 kcal.
Triceps.
Biceps.
The tummy thingy.
Was damn tiring.

Then, we went for hip hop.
The instructor was cute.
Ate chicken ring when dance was over.
blablablablabla...

Never play minesweeper with aman when you're doing an online assignment which carried a weightage of 5% because you'll never be able to complete it.
Thus, I asked Yun Sen, my genius classmate to tell me the answers to the qns & i scored 100%.
Basically, he did the same thing to everyone in the class.
Everyone got 100%.

I'm going to hit the gym again today!
yes.. alone!
who cares.
i'm going to have that fucking sidebox(or sideboard or whatever they call it) ok!
it's so fucking sexy.

toned body = hotness
skinny body = not hot enough

and i will feel high after exercising.
i quit smoking already.
it's been a week or two i have not taken a puff.
except for a few curry puffs.
how self-disciplined.
but i have a feeling that it won't be for long.
argh.
what am i talking about.

i'm distracted.
i just want to forget that jackass.

minesweeping session with aman turned out to be explicit.

nostalgic memories.
the auntie don't want to sell mee soto anymore. =(
look how happy i was.

2008-05-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

helloos..
anyway, MOVIES!
I caught Indiana Jones (kingdom of the crystal skull) last saturday.
Me and Bf caught a midnight movie at JP.
Anyways, what I think of the movie is GREAT!
It was funny and very adventure-inclined.
Me and Bf was glued to the screen the whole time and that makes it a good movie.
I've heard from Wen Ting that it was so boring that she almost fell asleep.
But surprise surprise, it was the other way round for me.
I had no regrets.
Of course, what happens in Vegas was better.

So..
I got my CRS CA1 grades!
weightage 20%.
i scored 73.5%.
I was half an hour late for CRS this morning.
So, I didn't see my marks.
Instead, Pat checked for me.
She said it was either 73 or 74.
So.. I'll leave it as 73.5 then..

ohh.
my 2nd maths test score is also out.
80%.
I did better the first time..
much better..
UGH!
No one will understand why I'm unsatisfied with 80% or even 70% for maths.
Sin yi stopped understanding it since secondary school.
For other subjects, 70% means a very happy me.
It's just that my expectation for maths is especially very very high.

Anyways, holidays next week!
I have 3 weeks of holidays.
I guess i'll spend my holidays working and studying.
oh.. and yoga too.

I'm going IMH on monday.
Out of so many organisations, my class chose IMH to do CIP.
Ugh.
Never mind.
At least i will get to know what the patients in IMH and me have in common.

Hello!..
Pictures pictures...
This is what happened when DBMS gets boring..

Me + Wen Ting = Meeting. (lame)

Patricia's not doing a pose. She's just covering her very chubby cheeks.

Me concentrating on touching a snowflake.

Roses are red. DBMS are blue. Who loves kenny seah? Only wen ting do.

This is what i call hydrocephalus. (if it's the right spelling)

look. insect!

My hunch, my hunch, my hunch, my hunch!

Aku mentel.

2008-05-21T23:13:00.000+08:00

OK.
SEE!
this is what you guys have been complaining about all day when the Earth is at stake, not your make-up or whatsoever.
I know it's hot and I had to admit I whined a bit

omg.
i'm really not ready to die yet.....

On the bright side...
LOOK!!
Sakura's long-distant cousins.
And I'm selling each of them except for the white one at any negotiable prices.

Apples & Cherries not included!

Anyway, I had my CRS CA1 today.
It was ok ok baby, i guess.
I talked more than my two friends.
I don't know whether it is a good or bad thing..
damn nervous.

Sinyi came to my school earlier today.
went for my extra class.
ate at KFC, with Sinyi enjoying feasting her eyes on half-naked hot guys by the pool.
haiyo..
I wanna complain about the price of RIBENA.
It's so fucking expensive la.

Actually... everything's expensive already..
yea. yea.
I know.....
Inflation and bla bla.

Interested pet owners please do tag me.

2008-05-19T01:50:00.000+08:00

First & Foremost, I would like to announce HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO PUTRI NURAFZAN.
Legal & Sexy, that's what they call it.
All the best in obtaining a driver's license!!
=)

ok.
reality..
I had this wedding attended on Saturday.
Bf's cousin wedding.
Apparently, he does not know any of his cousins.
I think the last time he and his cousin met was more than 10 years ago.

Surprisingly, we got the front table, next to the VIP.
It is located at Orchid Country Club's grand ballroom.
Some MP was invited.
With two bodyguards.
I have no idea who he was.

Anyway, Bf's cousin is the bride.
Very very very fair.
Chinese-Indian.
& the groom, an Indian man.

I was ask to come along by Bf's parents.
So I went...

Today, I was suppose to go out with wen ting, pat, bf, zairy & more..
but things didn't work out due to some disruption.
ARGH!!
I'm so sorry wen ting if you were looking forward for this day.
haiz..

So anyway, I had a rough day.
I was thinking whether I should go for yoga, hip hop, gym or swimming.
In the end, I went to watch Iron Man with Mira.
haha.
Ate roti prata.
It has been ages since I ate roti prata and today... I managed to stuff myself with 2 prata kosong!
All thanks to Mira..

Oh..
I wonder what happened to Sinyi when I sent her to Rouge on Friday night..

Anyway, let the pictures do the talking.

2008-05-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15th MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST SOLDIER!

Thanks for giving 15 months of love and care that no one had ever given me.

I Love You.

2008-05-11T21:04:00.000+08:00

went town with bf, accompanied by haq and riyad, yesterday.

wisma.
bf met the rest of his 'Mandai Hill Camp' mates.
Riyad joins them.

Me, Bf and Haq went to Far East Plaza where Bf bought a pair of Macbeth shoe for himself.
I bought a dress from Max&More.
It took him 30minutes to buy a pair shoe and it took me only 5 minutes to get a pair of heels.
He should be the gf, instead.
Oh, we went to Billboard and it took him 45minutes to choose a shirt and he ended up buying no shirt from that shop?
UGH!!

Went to Plaza Singapura.
Purchased a pair of couple rings at Couple Lab.
I was suppose to collect it on the 14th but I collected it today.
Next Stop: Peninsula.
I bought a tank top while Bf bought two pair of decently coloured jeans and a shirt(finally!).

& then we went to Cineleisure and meet up with Fatin, Ian, Usama and Khadija.
Thought of watching 'What Happens in Vegas' there but the time is inconvenient there.
Ordered a pre-made cookie from Famous Amos as a mother's day gift.
I collected it today.
It has customized message, colour and type of cookie.

Colour: Red, Pink, White (Don't ask me why. Idk)
Message: I love u, mom
Type: Butterscotch Chip with Pecan Nut

After that, we proceed to Lido.
Was waiting for Mira to call me but apparently she also waited for me to call her.
So, in the end we didn't meet up.
ok.

back to Lido.
Usama&Gf had a fight.
So did atikathi. (lol!)
But things were back to normal right before watching the movie.
caught a 11.40pm movie.

the theater was humongous!
that was the most huge theater i've ever been to, so far.
managed to get the back seats.
the show was VERY VERY VERY hilarious and entertaining!
everyone laughed almost every minute.
& i'm going to watch it again, i don't care.

the movie ended at 1.30am.
chilled for a bit.
& then took a cab home.
oh.
when i got home, the door was locked.
so i had to climb into my room through the window and then i fell asleep.
thanks, mom!

these are the pictures from this week.

Singapore flyer.

topman-ing.

cycling.

let's not talk about friday, girls.

2008-05-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

ok so.
let's flash back to saturday.
i was sleeping...

ok.
a day before - FRIDAY.
Friday as you know, being a student, starts with going to school.
Lectures...
Tutorials...
Food...
Lectures...

& then school ends at 3pm?
went to meet sinyi, khai & arep at city hall.
went to the Singapore Flyer for the first time.
snapped nice pictures. (something like the pic in Sinyi's blog)

wasted time there.
& then I was late to meet Wen Ting & Pat.
reached at 7.30pm instead of 6.45pm.
what a bad location, Tampines, to meet them.

It should be Bedok instead as it is so much nearer to East Coast Park.
So, simultaneously, we were late meeting with the cheerleading squad.
tup tup tup.

cycled.
games.
cycled.
drink.

Wen Ting had to go off early.
How i wished i went off early too.
haha.

So, from 11pm to 12.30am, we(as in 18 of us) cycled from ECP to Changi Village.
Ate there.
The sight was.. umm.. disturbing yet nice to look at with bapoks wearing SHORT SHORT mini skirts and tube top.
They were like everywhere.

Then, Old Changi Hospital which I didn't even bother to enter.
So, Rebecca, Raymond and me stayed at the bus stop and guard the bicycles while the rest of the squad went in.
They didn't last for 20 minutes and they were back.
Reason: Too Dark.

So while waiting, there's this car stopping by the curb.
Chinese guy & Malay Bapok.
Don't know what business they were doing infront of our eyes.
At least there's entertainment while waiting.
Out of boredom, I wanted to call the police and report the obscenity.
However, didn't make the call as the group was back.

Next stop.
Downtown East.
& hell yeah, we cycled there.
1am to 3am.
At that point of time, cycling was no longer fun.

Chilled at this cheerleader's chalet.
More games but with droopy eyes.
Needed MINTS at that time.

So, we left downtown east and headed back to ECP!
omg.
3am to 5am.
Instead of using the beach routes, we head for major roads.
It's suppose to be nearer.
Imagine if we followed the beach route, i think it will take us 3 hours to reach ECP?

OMG.
finally, with heavy eyes and crying body(sweat), we reached ECP!
at 5+am.
rest at macs.
& a few minutes later, me and Patricia left.

Reached Yishun(Bf place. I have not moved in yet) around 7+am.
Called Bf's mom to open the door.
Bathed and BOOM!, i was dead.

woke up at 7+pm.
haha.
watched tv, eat etc.
took a cab home.

& then fast forward to today!
look.
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My first test today.
It was Mathematics and I got full marks!
I love Maths.

I hope all my friends (Mira, Sinyi, Putri, Rusydi) do well in their studies so that when we grow up, we get good jobs and get very attractive pay!!
Then, we'll shop like hell. =)

Hardwork never failed to show good results.

I miss you BF!!
Take care of yourself in the jungle.
Can't wait for your call on Wed.

Mira, you have 4 more months left and then, you'll be in the same boat as me.
Cherish it!

2008-05-02T15:21:00.000+08:00

i'm very happy.
why?
that's a secret i'll never tell.

haodagan adegai fidegeel sadagad fordegor sadegam wandegan.
sidegi lodegost herdege vedegejidegitidegi todego adaga radegapidegis.
shhhh~

2008-05-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a day well spent after so so long.
You wanna know why?
I spent the day with my friends, classmates, bestfriends and boyfriend in one day.

The day started out with going to school with khai & arep, the JDLs.
They wanted to apply as a librarian in SP.
haha.
So they waited for me to end lessons.
In return, I loaned them my laptop while they waited.

& then, after class, we camwhore-d in the campus.
Lots of fun!

Next, we went to Vivocity to jobhunt.
Well, actually it's just them who went jobhunting, I followed them along.
Visited the coffee club crews.
As usual, iced passion tea.

Then, we headed down to West Coast to play pool with my classmates.
Navin like trashed everyone & he won every game yesterday.
I hate playing with him because when I lose to him, I lose to him by a ball.
>=(

But that's ok i guess.
What matters most is that we had fun.
Who was there?
Me, Khai, Arep, Navin, Pearlyn, Shen yang, Jeremy, Daniel.

& then me, khai and arep bid farewell to the rest of them & head to the library.
Met Mira & Sinyi.
Point of me going to the library is to teach Mira maths but I realised I was hopeless.
I forget all about O levels maths.
Sry Mira.

A few hours later, Arep & Khai went off.
Boyfriend met us at the library.
Went to have our dinner.
It was fun!
laugh laugh laugh.
the day was quite nyonyot.
HAHA.

I went back home with my heart so delighted.
Slept peacefully at home without bathing and changing.
That was how tired I was.

Anyway, concerning Putri's recent post 'one angry putty walking down the street', I think it's ok as it IS her point of view.
Well, what I think is that there is really nothing wrong with girls using their own money to pay for their own food when they are with their boyfriend.
Of course, the myth of guys paying everything for their girlfriend is true to a certain extent.

Unless the Bf has the spending ability of a Hollywood artiste, then it is wrong for the girl to pay.
But if like the Bf earns like less than a K in a mth, then independent spendings comes in.
Maybe once in a while the Bf pays for ur meal or part of your shopping because the Gfs have to understand that...
1. You're not his wife.
2. If u really care about ur Bfs, of course your Bfs need to buy some guy things for themselves unless you are with him because of money not because of companionship & love. Then that's a completely different story.
3. It's your choice on what's the real reason that you're with him.

Personally, money is not everything.
Of course, every teenage girl wants to shop endlessly.
However, there's a limit to one's ability of spending even if you earn 3K a mth or wad, I don't care.
I care more about relationship than money.
Yes, money is everything.
you need it to survive and pamper yourself but relationship can't be bought with money.

There's aways an opportunity cost for everything that you do.
Note to self: There's some profound things that people won't understand but don't make it make you feel confident that whatever you say is right. (this is so not a sarcasm. it really is a note to self)
I've thought things over.

& yeah.
to end this post, PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES.

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you know wad.
I'm tired to post the pictures.
haha.
next time kiddos!